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My name is Crush, I'm eight years old and the devil was my lover in a past life. In my current life I spend most of my time drawing weird little animals and cavorting with my wife.
I try not to adopt limits or labels if I'm not convinced of their utility. I want to appreciate what I have and pursue the things I'm interested in, rather than create from a place of spite or pain. Even if a work is dark, ugly, or hopeless, I like to think there's always a bit of the "will to life" present in the act of bringing it into the world.
I have a wide variety of interests, the most relevant of which have dedicated pages here on my website. I can usually be found on Mastodon muttering to myself about K-pop, virtual pets, music, cartoons, and anything else that has captured my imagination recently.
Crushing began life in late 2020 as a Petz fansite hosted on Tumblr. Prior to this my only experience with web design had been lightly editing the CSS of Tumblr themes. Petz is what kickstarted my static web journey because I wanted to share the guides and resources I created for the game, but I didn't want everything to be restricted to the format of a blog or forum post.
The first version of the site was extremely minimal, hardly more than black text on a white background. I believe I used a layout from The Lilac Lynx as a base, although it no longer resembled the original at all by the time I was done with it. I was also using Tumblr drafts and a private Discord server to host all of my images and other files, which is just as much of a nightmare to manage as it sounds.
Version 2 didn't change much aside from the navigation, which was a sticking point for me in the beginning since I didn't want to have to edit separate HTML files for every single page if they weren't going to have much content on them. I was originally using JavaScript to make pages within a single HTML file, but that had the downside of not letting you link to individual pages, similar to but miraculously even worse than iFrames. I wasn't sure how to fix this until I stumbled across the John Doe template, which solved all of my problems with some extremely simple CSS.
I decided to move the site to Neocities after this update. As a funny aside, my Tumblr was suspended immediately after this because they didn't like the script I was trying to use to redirect to the new site.
Version 3 was my first attempt at building a more complex layout from scratch. The earlier iterations of the site were very bare-bones, which was fine by me since I valued the content and usability over anything else, but now that my navigation issues were solved and I understood more about HTML I wanted to experiment with the visuals. The only problem is that I didn't understand how to make it mobile responsive like the earlier layouts since they came with that out of the box, and it was even inconsistent across larger screen sizes which especially annoyed me.
After finishing the V3 layout I expanded the site to cover topics other than Petz, but continued using V2 for the new pages since it was more important to me that they were accesible on mobile. So V4 was essentially just V2 with some restructured navigation. I eventually moved the Petz site onto this layout as well after getting fed up with the poor responsiveness of the previous version.
This is also when I discovered VS Code and GitHub Pages. After testing it out for a few days I decided to move the site to Github since the Neocities editor sucks and I couldn't use it to host ZIP files, which is why I had been using Discord for most of my file hosting needs. Being able to edit everything locally and instantly push updates from the GitHub Desktop app was a huge upgrade.
The site didn't stay on GitHub for long since I didn't like the fact that I couldn't host anything too risqué on there. Not that my site is even all that explicit, it's more just the principle of the matter. I moved the main hub back to Neocities and now I just keep my Petz resources on GitHub.
With this redesign I completely did away with the tree-style navigation. I also learned how to use SVGs and had a theme switcher for a while, but I don't have much of an eye for color schemes so I eventually got rid of it.
You are here!
Don't claim ownership of my work, copy and redistribute anything for profit such as by selling my art on t-shirts or tracing it for your own paid work, or attempt to sell my personal characters or concepts themselves. Common courtesies, essentially. I also ask that you don't repost anything that I share exclusively via subscription services such as Ko-fi Memberships.
Otherwise I'm fine with my public personal art and photography being used, edited, or archived. None of my original concepts are necessarily "closed," so you're welcome to interpret or expand on lore, make your own characters based on my species, or even sell your own works inspired by or taking place in my worlds (think typical "transformative fandom" activities). Any articles, guides, assets, and other resources that I provide here on the site are likewise free to mirror, reference, remix, and so on under the same terms.
As for commissions, gifts, or designs - you may use, edit, or repost these only if you are or have permission from the original client or owner of the character. While I am personally lenient about these things, other people may not appreciate their characters or commissioned artwork being used, so you should ask them about it rather than me in that case. If you purchase a character from me you are free to alter their design, use them in personal or commercial projects, or trade, gift, or resell them to someone else.
Crediting is of course appreciated if you use or are inspired by something I made, but I don't plan on hunting anyone down over this as long as you aren't doing any aforementioned profiting or claiming ownership. You can keep me anonymous in cases where you think it would be unwise to link back to me.
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All works are digital and provided in PNG format.
I would describe myself as a character illustrator who specializes in creature design. I can draw a wide range of subjects, from cute toony mascots to grotesque movie monsters.
I have my preferences and may turn down a commission for any reason, but I like to keep my creative options open, so feel free to ask about anything that isn't on my "won't draw" list below. You'll receive no judgement from me even if it turns out that I can't accept your request.
* This encompasses entertainers such as actors, idols, streamers, athletes, and so on, provided that they are adults (18 or older) in real life. I will not draw real minors whatsoever, or age down adult celebrities.
At this time I do not do limited slots for commissions. If the status at the top of the page says that I'm open, it means I'm currently accepting inquiries.
My time zone is CT. Most pieces will take a few days to a few weeks to complete depending on their complexity and my current workload. I will let you know if something has come up that will cause a delay. Refer to the queue section at the top of the page to see what I'm currently working on (the queue is anonymized so only the date and commission type will be listed).
If I feel like your character or scenario is so complex or outside of my comfort zone that it would be too difficult for me to draw at all, I will likely just decline the commission rather than charge more for it. In general I am fine with busy markings, extra limbs, wings, clothing, and so on, so I don't tend to charge fees based on character design alone.
For full illustrations I will send at least one rough WIP so you can ask for any changes or additions before I start rendering. Feel free to even draw over the WIP if a change would be easier to convey visually. Once you've approved the sketch and I have refined and colored the piece I will not make any major changes such as redrawing the pose, but if you see something that needs to be corrected (for example, I miscolored something or left out a marking) I will gladly fix it for you at no additional cost.
If you have any preferences regarding how your commission is shared please let me know. Fully private commissions will incur a $15 fee. If you simply want me to keep you anonymous whenever I share the piece I can do so at no extra cost. If you're fine with me posting the piece publicly or don't specify I may or may not post it to any of my galleries, mention or tag you, or use it as an example when advertising my commissions.
You may repost any artwork I create for you with credit, or keep me anonymous if you prefer. If you purchase a character from me you are free to alter their design, use them in personal or commercial projects, or trade, gift, or resell them to someone else. Don't claim ownership of my work, copy and redistribute anything for profit such as by selling my art on t-shirts or tracing it for your own paid work, or attempt to sell my personal characters or concepts themselves. I also ask that you don't repost anything that I share exclusively via subscription services such as Ko-fi Memberships.
You must be 18 or older to commission me.
I only discuss commissions via email, if you PM me on social media I will not respond.
Don't just send me one-liners like "can I commission you?" or "can you draw this character?" with no elaboration. If you do this I will assume you haven't read any of this information and I'm unlikely to respond until you provide more info. I shouldn't need to interrogate you to figure out what you want, just tell me everything clearly up front!
Direct all inquiries to crushingcontact (at) gmail (dot) com.
Please provide the following information:
Commission Type (ex. 2 character fullbody illustration with cel shading)
Details (info about the character, describe the pose or environment, etc.)
References (attach any reference images or design inspiration if applicable)
Keep in mind that some services don't allow mature content to be viewed without logging in. Inkbunny and e621 are fine, but I can't view mature-rated images on DeviantArt or Furaffinity since I don't have accounts there. The easiest way to send refs is to attach them directly to your email, but if necessary you can use something like Google Drive instead.
If you want something very specific try to be as thorough as possible with your description. You can show me examples of other works that are similar to what you're after, or send your own stick figure sketch to help me visualize the scene. For page spreads or reference sheets tell me the exact number and type of drawings you want on the page.
For custom character or species designs I will need a written description, moodboard, or other inspiration to work from, or I can design an alternative form (gijinka, monster form, etc.) for a character that already has an existing visual reference.
You can give me artistic freedom in cases where you don't have something specific in mind. I may ask for more information if something is unclear to me or I feel like I need more guidance.
Payment is required up front and in full via PayPal invoice before I start working. Once I have confirmed all of the details above with you I will quote you the price of the commission and ask for your PayPal email so I can send the invoice.
If you have any questions or concerns please don't hesitate to ask.
Illustrations include pin-ups, scenes, sequences, refsheets, custom designs, and so on.
These prices apply per character for any type of illustration, including refsheets and custom designs, regardless of the style of the piece. I default to clean inks for illustrations but if you see another rendering style in my gallery that you would like me to use instead feel free to ask about it (paintings excluded). For scenes that are more complex than your standard pin-up, the price may be negotiated depending on how visible or involved the various characters are (such as disembodied hands or partially obscured "mob" characters counting as halfbodies rather than fullbodies). If you have a fixed budget I may be able to work within it, or we can negotiate for more experimental works if your idea doesn't necessarily fit the description of character illustration. For more examples of my work see my Inkbunny gallery.
Uncolored Illustration
$35 per bust or halfbody
$45 per fullbody
+$10 per alt (eg. clothing alt)
❌ No cel shading option
Colored Illustration
$50 per bust or halfbody
$70 per fullbody
+$15 per alt (eg. clothing alt)
2x base price for cel shading
Want a $20 discount on your final total quote?
You may ask for a discount if your subject fits the description of "small, cute, and neotenous." Think mascot characters (chibifur or TDM), small animal species, stuffed toys, or babies/toddlers of any species or morphology. Redesigning an existing character to be TDM or aging a character down into a baby would qualify for the discount, however human or anthro characters simply drawn as chibis do not qualify. I will have final say as to whether a character fits this archetype for my purposes.
Some examples of characters that could be discounted include: certain Pokémon or Digimon such as Jirachi or Terriermon, any Neopet species, Fink from OK K.O.!, Moogles, Unico, Chiikawa, Sanrio characters, Animal Crossing villagers, Littlest Pet Shop toys, Webkinz.
These may be used to make personal characters or adoptables to sell, just don't try to sell the base itself. Edit them as much as you like. You can download the brush I use for my lineart here.
Use the L*a*b*/Alpha color model to see the intended colors.
Standard RGB/Alpha mixing palette.
Shamayim, the World of Light; Sheol, the World of Darkness; and Gehenna, the void between - these three realms comprise the Universe. Souls and the bodies they animate are composed of a dark matter native only to Sheol, while the Light is an inexplicable energy that radiates from Shamayim.
Sheol is ruled by a primordial being, the Prince of Darkness - Yaldabaoth, or Satan. He possesses a powerful soul capable of commanding all others, and he may reproduce other bodies in his own image - the gat (beast) or demons - to serve him. While Satan's body is seemingly immortal, demons have weak souls and thus finite lifespans. However, like Satan they have the ability to reproduce and replace themselves if left to their own devices.
Satan is ignorant of the existence of Shamayim until he one day notices a dim light shining beyond the veil of Sheol. He orders his closest confidant Michael to lead a party to investigate it. When they arrive and step across the boundary into this new world, they are granted incomprehensible visions and new strength as their souls absorb the Light. However, those who venture too far into the Light are altogether obliterated, body and soul. This shocks Satan; even he was unaware that souls could be completely destroyed. He is at once overcome by fear and an insatiable lust - his single greatest desire becomes to possess the Light for himself, despite knowing it would lead to his demise.
He orders the demons to return to Sheol, but when they try to pass back through the veil their bodies are shredded as the Light is ripped from their souls. Their souls survive however, so Satan orders them to pass through anyway to return their souls to him. Some obey while others become defiant, emboldened by their newfound power to oppose Satan. These rogue demons, led by Michael, return to the outskirts of Shamayim and erect an empire to rival that of Sheol. To set themselves apart they begin referring to themselves as bvael (of El) or angels, after the being of Light they imagine they now serve - El, or God.
This betrayal cannot be tolerated. Satan sends legions of demons to try and defeat them, but his forces are pushed back each time by the newly empowered Michael and his six lieutenants, the Archangels. This warring period results in hundreds of billions of casualties and defections. Small islands are formed from the remains that litter Gehenna, which over time amass into planets and stars. Satan comes to accept that defeating the angels is something only he can do, but he is paralyzed by his desire for the Light. He knows that he wouldn't be able to resist throwing himself to his own annihilation if he ever came face to face with it. To solve this he decides to split his soul into seven pieces, keeping one fragment for himself and placing the others into six newborns, the Archons, who he would raise to desire only the blood and destruction of the angels.
Once the Archons are prepared, Satan rallies his remaining forces with the last of his strength and sends them to the confront the angels. The Archons are ultimately defeated and captured, but rather than throwing them into the Light to be obliterated, the angels decide to take them hostage in hopes of luring Satan from Sheol. The Archons are flayed and the planet Erets is fashioned from their bodies and blood. Their souls are trapped in the core of the planet, while the remaining demons who refuse to defect to Shamayim are imprisoned on the surface.
In his weakened state Satan is unable to do any more to retaliate. He can hardly produce new demons, and refuses to send his remaining forces to the frontier for fear of their defection or imprisonment. All hope is not lost however. With enough time and patience the Archons will eventually break the seal placed on them and reincarnate into new bodies. Once these bodies perish Satan will be able to recall the fragments of his soul back to Sheol. The angels take advantage of this calm period to rebuild their forces, while the demons begin new lives on Erets and await the day of reckoning...
Erets is home to the supercontinent Pheon (crescent). All inhabitants of this world are demons, descendents of those who were first trapped on the planet. However, due to their prolonged confinement here, they have begun to speciate and are now split into two distinct categories - the shegat (great beast) or greater demons, and nean (half) or lesser demons.
Greater demons are able to shapeshift and self-heal to an extent, an ability known as yansifeue (regeneration). They can assume a wide variety of forms, but most individuals tend to have a few forms they use most often based on their environment, traditions, preferences, or skill at transforming. Serious injury or illness can temporarily limit a greater demon's regenerative abilities, and these abilities tend to naturally diminish with age, so elderly demons are more susceptible to illnesses or even lose the ability to transform altogether. Some greater demons are also born with genetic mutations which lead them or their children to be incapable of regenerating. The average greater demon lifespan is about 300 years.
Since greater demons can change their sex organs at will, every individual is capable of both siring and birthing offspring. Breeding pairs must ensure that their gametes are compatible before they can reproduce. Dams are unable to transform while pregnant without risking harm to themselves and the baby. All newborns are unable to transform and gain the ability as they age. The birth form of the baby will reflect the parents' genetics at conception, so newborn greater demons may or may not be defenseless, and learn how to shapeshift at different rates depending on their birth form.
Pheon is divided into three territories by the daurkeit (family) or colonies of greater demons. Any territory not claimed by a colony is referred to as nyiwapheon (wild land) and may be inhabited by solitary greater demons or lesser demons. Greater demons primarily use their shapeshifting ability to travel, gather food, or defend themselves, but some colonies also utilize clothing, hand-operated machines such as looms, pottery, smithing, weapons, and so on.
Als (refuge) is located on the western half of the continent. The colony resides in the Altian Palace, an enclave that was carved from the volcanic basalt of Chipal (steps) by the first demons who were trapped on Erets. The Palace is an ornate stone-cut structure covered in statues and reliefs depicting Satan and the battles that took place between the demons and angels, and is also home to a large library of ancient texts. Although Als is still inhabited, the population is often in flux as members come and go, breaking away to establish new colonies or live on their own.
The kautior (clear wing) are not a single colony, but rather several groups of greater demons which inhabit the vast cave systems beneath the Chipal traps. They have a complex social hierarchy dictated by the lujsaein (judge), who suppresses the ability of the other members of the colony to transform or reproduce. The lujsaein keeps a small entourage of reproductive sires known as guoyal (watcher), and a larger group of non-reproductive servants, the yeolbvash (keeper), who tend to the colony and offspring. The yeolbvash feed primarily on the blood of samas and process this blood in a special gut to bring back to the other members of the colony. Kautior are rarely encountered on the surface alive because their bodies are very sensitive to sunlight, and even a few minutes of direct sun exposure can cause serious damage to their skin. Kautior who do manage to survive and live on the surface are known as shayita (exiled).
The Eanez (chosen) are a small nomadic colony who live on the eastern half of the continent in the foothills of Liponz (bowl). They do not have a permanent settlement and instead migrate around to follow food sources. The colony established by demons who split away from Als after questioning their loyalty to Satan and proclaiming to serve God instead, although it is unknown whether their defection is recognized by the angels. They tend to have strained relationships with the other colonies over differences in belief, but they have a policy of neutrality towards followers of Satan and prefer to try peaceful conversion rather than force. They are also unique in that they adhere to a practice known as keipuohis (shapelessness) or non-transformation, in which they choose to forgo shapeshifting and use a single form reminiscent of a dog or wolf for their entire lives. This even extends to healing, as members are instructed not to heal their own wounds or illnesses unless a designated healer is present. The leader of the colony, known as the okyina (speaker) or oracle, takes a unique form, but is still expected to practice keipuohis. The oracle is believed to receive visions and prophecies directly from God.
The Ecrutecra (shining) are small, semi-nomadic colony. Rather than hunting they instead raise herds of quicorico to meet their needs. Each year during the wet season they graze their herds on the far southern tip of the continent in the savanna grasslands of Miroa (plains), and migrate north to settle in Dokai (drain) during the dry season. The Ecrutecra split from Als relatively recently, but the two colonies are on friendly terms and frequently exchange members and favors. Their relationship with the Eanez is more strained however, as they frequently butt heads over access to rivers and consider their evangelizing to be a nuisance.
Any demon that is incapable of shapeshifting and instead evolves and speciates slowly over generations is considered a lesser demon. Genetic mutations led to the proliferation of lesser demons, as greater demons who were born without the ability to transform managed to survive and adapt to their environment. Greater demons are able to interbreed with lesser demons if their gametes match, although due to this matching these pairings always result in lesser demon offspring. There are a handful of "subspecies" that are considered distinct and prolific enough to be named:
Anjiip (scurrying) are very small, rodent-like creatures.
Bvekhal (to obliterate) are mid-sized, white, feathered creatures. They form large flocks, nesting together in and around caves in Chipal. Their primary food source is carrion, but they may also attack weak, dying, or vulnerable young demons as well. They are named for their ability to quickly descend on a carcass and reduce it to bones in a matter of seconds.
Corico (horn) are large, solitary beasts that live in forested areas. They are omnivorous frugivores and primarily eat plants, nuts, and fruits, but they will eat meat when they can and have been known to pose a threat to young greater demons. Their smaller, domesticated counterparts are the quicorico (small horn), which are typically raised by greater demons for their wool, meat, and other resources.
Jioageuro (flying man) are bipedal, winged humanoids. Females live together in flocks on the steep cliffs of Melekia (volcano). They tend to be more muscular than males and have darker flesh, long furred tails, and horns. Males live together in flocks in Bvuhejseno (flooded forest), the rainforest surrounding Melekia. They tend to be smaller than females, have no fur or horns, are almost always solid white with black markings. Jioageuro have a unique breeding season that involves the females migrating to the forest to live and breed with the males for a few months of the year. Both males and females have penises, although they serve different functions. The female's penis releases the egg into the male jioageuro's pouch, or modified penis, where it is fertilized and incubated until he gives birth.
Mag chebves (life thief) are small aquatic parasites. Their larval form is microscopic and worm-like, while their transitional forms are more fish-like. Adults are palm-sized and resemble aquatic bats. They reproduce in underground lakes and pools, and their larvae will infect anything that happens to drink the infested water, most commonly kautior and samas. Their host is slowly drained of nutrients as the larvae grow, and once fully mature the parasite drives the host to drown itself in any body of water where they can safely escape and reproduce.
Nun (tower) are massive dragons with many pairs of limbs which they use to scale cliffs in Melekia.
Ro (leaping) are aquatic creatures which resemble fish-like cats.
Samas (to forage) are large dragons, about twice the size of a bear. They are flightless, herbivorous, and known for their gentle, unbothered disposition. They overnight in caves and are the primary food source of kautior, who drink small amounts of their blood while they sleep. This causes them little distress as kautior saliva has numbing properties, and the kautior do not try to kill or otherwise harm them.
Woedam (mottled) are bipedal humanoids with a large fish-like tail and four arms. They live in freshwater ecosystems such as rivers and swamps, but can breathe oxygen and survive on land for short periods as well. They are notorious for attacking unsuspecting demons at riversides.
Yokk (soft) are small herbivorous creatures with webbed wings. They are sometimes kept as companions or raised for their meat by greater demons. Domestic varieties tend to have more ornate patterns and thicker bodies, while wild varieties are leaner with more consistent split patterning.
I try to avoid giving characters abilities that feel overtly magical like teleporting or casting spells. There are still a few things that could be construed as magic like the shapeshifting, although I think that is at least easier to imagine as a purely physical processes. The only character I give more magical abilities to now is Satan since he is essentially a god-like figure.
I don't have a concrete explanation, just theories about how it could work on a physical, genetic, or developmental level. For example, you might expect a shapeshifting character to retain developmental consistency between forms, so a very young character should appear at an equivalent age to whatever species they're transforming into. This does raise some questions though since there's no real consistency between different species, such as how a newborn foal is able to walk within an hour vs a human baby taking much longer to reach that milestone. These developmental milestones could even apply to the shapeshifting ability itself assuming it's something that takes time to develop and varies across forms as well, so perhaps a demon born in the shape of a foal would be able to start shapeshifting faster than one born in the shape of a human.
There is also the question of how a shapeshifting character is able to perfectly recreate the form another person or animal seemingly just by looking at them. In this setting there is only one distinct species, so considering they all share the same genome whatever process is going on at the DNA level has to be the same for all of them.
Since the characters can shapeshift there is no fixed gender or sex distinction, although I do use a mix of gendered pronouns and terms like sister to refer to the characters, mostly out of convenience. Sire and dam are somewhat analogous to the terms father and mother, but these are less gendered and more just descriptive of that character's relation to another. I think of it like translating one language that doesn't have or often use gendered pronouns into a language that can't function without them.
I always drew them that way before I ever had a solid plan for the species, so it's basically just a holdover from that. From a meta perspective I think it is a nice additional way to distinguish them from fully grown demons, along with clothing and accessories. It is interesting to think about what a child might come up with as opposed to an adult when given the option to determine their own appearance. If I had to justify this design decision in canon, I would say the human form is probably socially dictated to some extent, but mostly functions as a blank slate for them to use until they're more physically and mentally capable of determining their appearance for themselves.
Angels are fundamentally the same species as greater demons. The only notable difference is that the Light prevents them from aging and dying of old age, but it does not make them invulnerable or incapable of being killed.
Michael's ultimate goal is to destroy Satan by having his soul obliterated by the Light, but the angels have no way of reaching Satan due to the Light in their souls preventing them from passing through the veil to Sheol. Satan would likely never leave Sheol if they had simply destroyed those parts of his soul with the Light, since then he would certainly be too weak to defeat them. By sealing the Archons away instead, Satan would retain some hope of recovering the fragments, and thus may be tempted to leave Sheol to try and do so. As for why the demons were spared, perhaps the angels simply saw no reason to kill them since they would be powerless to leave Erets anyway. They may have considered the development of a colony like the Eanez that could become an asset to them, since they did try to thwart Cheizou's mission.
The origins of Satan are unknown even to himself. Most demons still swear fealty to Satan, but depending on their culture they may interpret events differently, have heretical beliefs, or no firm beliefs at all. Some speculate that he was the first soul powerful enough to manifest a physical body, and the first body capable of reproducing new bodies to be animated by souls. Followers of Satan posit that he is the only creative force in the Universe, while God is thought to either be purely fabricated by the angels, or if He does exist He has no creative desire or ability and is instead a purely destructive force. The demons on Erets know nothing about the visions or knowledge the angels were granted by the Light, but heretics who proclaim to serve God such as the Eanez believe that He created the Universe and everything within it, including Satan. Many demons have incomplete knowledge of past events because they've been cut off from the universe beyond Erets for thousands of generations, and much of their early history was passed down orally before a writing system was developed.
For a really meta explanation, I imagine their universe operates on the exact same principle as our own. Everything exists in service of entropy, organizing and reorganizing energy and maximizing the number of potential states in the system. Satan is a being that can maintain his form indefinitely if there is no outside force that can degrade it, and he produces lifeforms that are highly efficient at diffusing energy. The Light, or God, performs the same basic role of diffusion, but does so in a way that looks destructive by comparison, by shredding bodies and "souls" into highly disorganized states that cannot be pieced back together. The temptation of the Light that Satan feels is essentially the very concentrated energy that comprises his own body and soul to become disorganized again, as if it were fulfilling it's molecular destiny.
As for souls, they're a very nebulous concept, but I imagine they're kind of like pieces of a collective consciousness that were split apart at some point. For mysterious reasons Satan is capable of manipulating and implanting them into the bodies he produces, perhaps because his own soul was more concentrated and thus more powerful in some way. This is how Cheizou is able to be "reborn" when Satan produces a new body identical to his old one and re-implants the memories he had before.
If you consider the Christian ideal of a life of unwavering subservience to a higher being for all eternity, that's essentially what the demons see as their purpose. Satan is their true god, since he did in fact create them. The angel's position may seems like the more rational one from our perspective, since they're rejecting his authority and seeking truth and freedom elsewhere, but their situation isn't entirely comparable to our own. Satan is an actual material being and his offspring can relate to him as such, whereas God is something unknowable to them that they can only fantasize about.
The purpose of having Cheizou kill the Archons is twofold - to expedite the process of releasing their souls, and to prepare him as a substitute consciousness and vessel for Satan to use in the final battle against the angels. Satan needs Cheizou to remain attached to his own identity because the vessel should be more concerned with it's own survival and desires over anything else, to suppress Satan's overpowering desire for self-annihilation. He determines that Cheizou could be the perfect vessel as he is still strongly attached to his caretakers and had yet to develop any idolization of Satan. Satan's true intentions are only revealed in the presence of Cheizou's family because they are ultimately the ones who wish to save him, and Cheizou would trust them to make that decision for him even if he himself didn't care at all about Satan's fate.
I've been writing this story in one form or another since I was little, so naturally it has evolved over time as my idea of what makes for compelling storytelling has matured. Some plot points have stayed the same, others have changed, some characters have been added, altered, or redacted, but I think it retains much of its original spirit.
As a child I had a kind of proto-fursona named Kiki who I would describe as a "white wolf-dog," although she was in fact modeled after my childhood dogs who were solid white Huskies. I was at least five or six years old when I wrote and illustrated the first short stories featuring her. She was your typical strong-willed troublemaker, but beyond that her backstory was vague. Sometimes she was an orphan, other times she had one or two siblings, but she was always "the chosen one" as you might expect any protagonist to be.
Later on I started brainstorming a more coherent setting and backstory for her, and this is when I created Ampitae and Aoulon to be her foils. They both had prophetic abilities, and Aoulon was the central antagonist. He received a vision foretelling the destruction of a wolf demon pack that lived in Als. He became obsessed with the idea of joining the pack to protect and lead them, but each time he approached them he was turned away. The pack leader eventually grew tired of his badgering and attacked him, leaving his face scarred beyond recognition. After this he became vengeful and swore to bring about the extinction of all canines from the Earth, essentially fulfilling his own prophecy. Ampitae makes her way to Kiki and relays her own prophecy that Kiki would be the one to stop Aoulon. While I didn't hate this story, I think I ultimately scrapped it because the motivation for the whole thing seemed very weak, and there were many things about the setting that were poorly considered. Als for example was more of a country with political jurisdictions and the scale of it was far larger than it needed to be. I also hadn't fully worked out what sort of capabilities the demons had, or their origin and nature as a species. There were simply too many gaps and inconsistencies for me to be satisfied.
The next rewrite involved a considerable overhaul of the setting. Als became a much smaller entity, and what were previously states within Als became colonies separate from it. I removed most of the magical elements in favor of natural or biological explanations for abilities. At the time I had written a different short story about water wars ensuing from a volcanic winter, a plotline that is still vaguely present in the current version of Crushing Lust. The characters in that story were a kind of human-butterfly hybrid species, and Aereikah was the central antagonist who sought to overthrow the leader of the survivors and monopolize the water. I eventually decided I didn't care for this plot and wanted to reuse some of the more compelling characters in Kiki's story, which I titled Rain of Aereikah. Aereikah's reworked backstory then was much the same as it is now - she was a kautior rescued by the demons of Als, and longed to return to her life underground despite knowing it was impossible. Originally there were three other kautior besides Aereikah, including Peresh and Teres, and the fourth was Toye (Teres and Toye being taken from yet another scrapped project of mine). Toye was originally the meek and subservient counterpart to Aereikah, while Peresh was her closest confidant. She relied on Peresh to be someone who sympathized with and understood her, but after he fell in love with another demon and became pregnant she saw him as a traitor and stopped speaking to him. I decided to redact Toye (although I did reuse his name and some of his design for an Archon) and merged some aspects of his personality into Peresh since their roles were already very similar. Since Aereikah was the antagonist of the original work she belonged to I tried to think of ways to translate that to this world as well. My initial idea was to have her carry out some plot to kidnap demon children like Kiki and raise them to serve her in a new makeshift kautior colony underground, but no matter how I tried to spin this I couldn't make it work.
I kept struggling to develop a coherent plot after this. I was very attached to the characters, but aimlessly doodling them was all I knew how to do. I reflected on other series I enjoyed like Inuyasha, which I'm sure inspired my love of demons and transformation when I was younger. As an adult I can appreciate that the charm of that series is really in the relationships between the characters rather than the grand overarching plot to defeat the villain. What made Naraku a compelling antagonist was his denial of his own nature and desires, making it just as much a battle between himself and his own will as it was between him and Inuyasha.
In the most recent overhaul the title was changed to Crushing Lust and Kiki was reworked into the character Cheizou, who is based in part on Crush, a kind of blank slate fursona I created for myself around 2018 or so. His original backstory was that he had a sister named Maim who seemed to have an inborn hatred of him and eventually killed him. I never intended to tie them into this old world of mine, but after coming to a complete standstill with the plot I felt that that it would be easy enough to change their names and adapt them to the setting. Cheizou's appearance while disguised as Kiash and his personality remain largely the same as the original Kiki (Ampitae even nicknames him Kiki as a reference to this). The Archon plotline was inspired by another project I had envisioned as a kind of otome visual novel. In the novel you would control a girl who commits suicide and is brought back as a spirit by a god. The god tells her that the only way to fully pass on is get someone else to sacrifice their life for her on his altar. The goal would be to essentially woo someone into dying for you, but it wasn't meant to be a straightforward romance since it would of course be hard to ask someone you loved to die. The skeleton of this idea is still present in the way Cheizou often has to befriend the former Archons in order to kill them. Aereikah still plays a significant role in the current version as well. Since Cheizou is so young and his relationships are somewhat underdeveloped, I wanted the tension between Aereikah, Peresh, and the rest of their family to add some intrigue where it might otherwise be missing. Cheizou isn't really capable of being a proper rival to Kaigaerron, so Aereikah fills that role in his place.
As for the incorporation of Satan, he's somewhat of an eclectic mix of Gnostic and Protestant influences. I dislike modern interpretations of him as a figurehead of enlightened liberal morality or freedom. In most scriptures he's is either an agent of God or a fool predestined to fail and be destroyed, basically a reflection of imperfect humanity than someone to idolize. The demons revere him as a god, but he's still a physical being with the same options as anyone else in this world - survive or be annihilated. With him and Cheizou I didn't want to settle on a story merely about "corrupting innocence," I wanted something more like "innocence surviving against all odds." It's not a naïve or pure innocence, but rather something very primal; it can withstand anything as long as it is nurtured and has something it desires strongly enough to live for and pursue.
Horihone Saizō (掘骨 砕三) is a Japanese adult manga artist. His most well-known work is Drainage City (下水街, Gesuigai), a compilation of stories about the sexual exploits of various inhabitants of a sewer.
He was born on April 9, 1973 in Hiroshima Prefecture.[1] He is a member of the dōjinshi circle Japan Space Travel Association (日本宇宙旅行協会) and made his debut in 1995. His aliases include Horihone Saizou (ほりほね さいぞう), Oze Akiba (小瀬 秋葉), and Natakawa Kō (鉈川 紘). The name Horihone Saizō is said to originate from his former pseudonym "Crash Master Drill Bone" (クラッシュマスタードリルボーン).[2]
His work is most often characterized by cute yet deformed characters engaging in extreme sex acts. Common themes include loli and shotacon, incest, crossdressing, hermaphroditism, scat and urine, insects, parasites, drugging, body modification, transformation, deformities, bestiality and other interspecies relationships, breeding, pregnancy and birth, necrophilia, rape, and gore.
In addition to readers with particular fetishes, he is also an author favored by subcultures for his unique designs, art style, settings, and storytelling. There is little sense of brutality, hatred, or tragedy present in his work despite the extreme nature of it. Many of his stories conclude on a comedic or melancholic note, or take unexpected turns. His illustrations make extensive use of kakeami (cross-hatching) and are detailed, rustic, and warm, fitting well with the worldview of the story.[3]
Slugs
Shaun Hutson
The Trouble with Harry
Alfred Hitchcock
Les Enfants Terribles
Jean Cocteau
恋のやつふぢ Love of Yatsufuji ※
曲取主人 (花笠文京) 文 Kyokudori Shujin (Hanagasa Bunkyou) Text
不器用又平 (歌川国貞) 画 Bukiyo Matabei (Utagawa Kunisada) Image
転校生 (おれがあいつであいつがおれで) Transfer Student (I Are You, You Am Me) ※
山中恒 Yamanaka Hisashi
The Fly
Kurt Neumann (D)
George Langelaan (B)
真理先生 Teacher of Truth
武者小路 実篤 Mushanokouji Saneatsu
Lord of the Flies
William Golding
2010
Arthur C. Clarke
Сказка сказок Tale of Tales ※
Ю́рий Норште́йн Yuri Norstein
フランダースの犬 A Dog of Flanders ※
ウイーダ Ouida
ダーシェンか Dashenka ※
チャペック Karel Čapek
ドン松五郎の生活 Life of Don Matsugorō
井上ひさし Inoue Hisashi
ナイトメアビフォアクリスマス The Nightmare Before Christmas
T・バートン Tim Burton
機動戦士Vガンダム Mobile Suit Victory Gundam
富野よしゆき Tomino Yoshiyuki
桜桃書房
- ⭗ 濁淦 1995.10.25
- チェリームーンSUPER! Vol.6 下水街
- ⭗ 空説妙諦 1996.4.15
- 秘密の地下室 Vol.1 はんぶん娘
- ⭗ 蠢簡 1996.6.25
- チェリームーンSUPER! Vol.7 下水街
- ⭗ 下水街 (※changed to 「乳」 in the tankōbon) 1996.8.20
- 秘密の地下室 Vol.2 下水街
- ⭗ 蛞蝓使いと蝙蝠 1996.12.25
- チェリームーンSUPER! Vol.8 下水街
- ⭗ MILK AGE 1997.1.10
- 爆乳牛娘 あしたもおいでよ
- ⭗ ユッケちゃんの種付け日!! 1997.1.10
- 爆乳牛娘 おにくやさん
- ⭗ KÄTZCHEN WOHNUNG 小猫借家 1997.2.25
- ねこ耳っ娘くらぶ ぼる.1 (※unpublished)
- ⭗ 毒螺子・毒蟲 1997.3.1
- 秘密の地下室 Vol.3 下水街
- ⭗ 蝸牛の殻 1997.4.20
- 秘密の地下室 Vol.4 下水街
- ⭗ 芸術家 1997.6.25
- チェリームーンSUPER! Vol.9 下水街
- ⭗ KÄTZCHEN WOHNUNG (第2話) 1997.11.25
- ねこ耳っ娘くらぶ ぼる.2 (※unpublished)
- ⭗ 伊號実験 1998.5.10
- 秘密の地下室 Vol.6 おにくやさん
- ⭗ 名も知らぬ二人 2001.9.15
- おにくやさん (※first appeared in the tankōbon)
三和出版
- ⭗ むしさん 2000.5.30
- フラミンゴ漫画大賞作品集 4 おにくやさん
- ⭗ あたしは犬に吠えられている 2000.8.1
- フラミンゴ 2000年8月号 ないしょよぉ♡
- ⭗ おっきいね 2000.12.20
- アイラ Vol.2 あたしたちのこと
- ⭗ おとなりさん 2001.1.20
- アイラ Vol.3 おにくやさん
- ⭗ 願い石 2001.3.20
- アイラ Vol.5 おにくやさん
- ⭗ ちんこむし 2001.5.20
- アイラ Vol.7 おにくやさん
- ⭗ しとふくべ 2001.7.20
- アイラ Vol.9 おにくやさん
- ⭗ 鼹鼠 mole 2001.9.20
- アイラ Vol.11 閉暗所愛好会
- ⭗ 三流悪魔 2001.11.20
- アイラ Vol.13 下水街
- ⭗ 海狸 beaver 2002.1.20
- アイラ Vol.15 閉暗所愛好会
- ⭗ 徳利蜂 wasp 2002.3.20
- アイラ Vol.17 閉暗所愛好会
- ⭗ 酒 2002.6.30
- 下水街 (※first appeared in the tankōbon)
- ⭗ 疣 2002.6.30
- 下水街 (※first appeared in the tankōbon)
- ⭗ 牡蠣 oyster 2002.7.20
- アイラ Vol.21 閉暗所愛好会
- ⭗ 蝸牛 snail 2002.10.20
- アイラ・デラックス Vol.2 閉暗所愛好会
- ⭗ 蓑虫 bagworm 2002.12.20
- アイラ・デラックス Vol.4 閉暗所愛好会
- ⭗ 大袋鼠 kangaroo 前編 2003.1.1
- アイラ・デラックス Vol.5 閉暗所愛好会
- ⭗ 大袋鼠 kangaroo 後編 2003.2.1
- アイラ・デラックス Vol.6 閉暗所愛好会
- ⭗ 蛞猫 2003.4.10
- アイラ・デラックス Vol.8 夜に虚就く
- ⭗ 下し屋 2003.6.10
- アイラ・デラックス Vol.10 夜に虚就く
- ⭗ 虫籠 2003.8.10
- アイラ・デラックス Vol.12 夜に虚就く
- ⭗ 便所虫 2003.10.10
- アイラ・デラックス Vol.14 夜に虚就く
- ⭗ ぞろぞろ どろどろ 2003.12.10
- アイラ・デラックス Vol.16 はえてる女の子
- ⭗ 陰間の春 2004.2.5
- アイラ・デラックス Vol.18 夜に虚就く
- ⭗ シキさん 2004.4.10
- アイラ・デラックス Vol.20 はえてる女の子
- ⭗ 疣に這う虫 2004.6.20
- アイラ・デラックス Vol.22 夜に虚就く
- ⭗ Body Gardening 2004.8.20
- アイラ・デラックス Vol.24 はえてる女の子
- ⭗ 泥魚 2004.10.20
- アイラ・デラックス Vol.26 夜に虚就く
- ⭗ ぼくのおねえちゃん 2005.2.25
- アイラ・デラックス Vol.30 はえてる女の子
- ⭗ 手 2005.4.20
- アイラ・デラックス Vol.32 夜に虚就く
- ⭗ はえてる女の子 2005.7.1
- フラミンゴR Vol.1 はえてる女の子
- ⭗ 少女人形 2005.9.1
- フラミンゴR Vol.3 夜に虚就く
- ⭗ 夜に虚就く 前編 2005.11.1
- フラミンゴR Vol.5 夜に虚就く
- ⭗ 卸値 2006.5.1
- フラミンゴR Vol.11 はえてる女の子
- ⭗ いとしのヨッパライ 2006.7.1
- フラミンゴR Vol.13 はえてる女の子
- ⭗ ダイスキナニオイ 2006.3.5
- フラミンゴR Vol.9 はえてる女の子
- ⭗ MOLLY HOUSE 01 ～下着でいやらしく～ 2010.4.15
- オトコノコ倶楽部 Vol.3 かわいいボク♡
- ⭗ わんわんわん 2010.10.12
- オトコノコ倶楽部 Vol.4 かわいいボク♡
- ⭗ みじかいの 2014.3.1
- コミック・マショウ 2014年3月号 ないしょよぉ♡
- ⭗ ちんこ姫 2014.4.30
- ないしょよぉ♡ (※first appeared in the tankōbon)
- ⭗ 屋上楽園 2018.6.29
- デッドフラミンゴ with 氏賀Y太
茜新社
- ⭗ イイナ 2002.3.5
- ラストチャイルド (※unpublished)
- ⭗ ひみつの犬神コココちゃん ～なめくじの巻～ 2002.5.5
- ラストチャイルド 2 入院少女 ひみつの犬神コココちゃん
- ⭗ ひみつの大神コココちゃん ～さっちゃんの災難の巻～ 2002.7.10
- 小鳥館 1 ひみつの犬神コココちゃん
- ⭗ ひみつの犬神コココちゃん ～怖るべき子供たちの巻～ 2002.11.20
- 小鳥館 2 ひみつの犬神コココちゃん
- ⭗ ひみつの犬神コココちゃん ～開談 恋のやつふじの巻～ 2003.3.10
- 小鳥館 3 ひみつの犬神コココちゃん
- ⭗ ないしょ! 2007.9.28
- ふたなりっ娘 LOVE 7 はんぶん娘
- ⭗ 呪いの人形 2009.3.27
- ふたなりっ娘 LOVE 11 はんぶん娘
- ⭗ ふすまの怪 2009.6.26
- ふたなりっ娘 LOVE 12 はんぶん娘
- ⭗ 夢魔の石 2009.10.16
- ふたなりっ娘 LOVE 13 はんぶん娘
- ⭗ 秘密の冒険 2009.12
- COMIC RiN Vol.12 ないしょよぉ♡
- ⭗ 小瓶の神様 2010.3.26
- ふたなりっ娘の世界 ないしょよぉ♡
- ⭗ 祟る便所 2010.7.16
- ふたなりっ娘の世界 2 ないしょよぉ♡
- ⭗ 怪奇館 HORROR HOUSE 2010.12.17
- ふたなりっ娘の世界 3 (※unpublished)
- ⭗ 深い扉 DEEP DOOR 2011.10.13
- ふたなりっ娘の世界 4 (※unpublished)
- ⭗ ニセチンコ 2016.6.30
- 好色少年 Vol.07 (※unpublished)
笠倉出版社
- ⭗ びみつの犬神コココちゃん ～転校生の巻～ 2003.7.31
- 小萌 Vol.1 ひみつの犬神コココちゃん
- ⭗ ひみつの犬神コココちゃん ～蝿男の恐怖の巻～ 2003.12.1
- 小萌 Vol.3 ひみつの犬神コココちゃん
- ⭗ ひみつの犬神コココちゃん ～真理先生の巻～ 2004.3.25
- 小萌 Vol.5 ひみつの犬神コココちゃん
- びみつの犬神コココちゃん ～蝿の王の巻～ 2004.8.25
- L-MAX Vol.2 びみつの犬神コココちゃん
- びみつの犬神コココちゃん ～2010年の巻～ 2004.12.25
- L-MAX Vol.4 びみつの犬神コココちゃん
一水社
- ⭗ イヨリアフルル 2003.12.31
- 地獄の季節 (※unpublished)
秋田書店
- ⭗ 湖のひみつ 2007.2.20
- ヤングチャンピオン烈 Vol.5 クロとマルコ
- ⭗ 翼のざわめき 2007.4.17
- ヤングチャンピオン烈 Vol.6 クロとマルコ
- ⭗ 鼠と竜のゲーム 前編 2007.6.19
- ヤングチャンピオン烈 Vol.7 クロとマルコ
- ⭗ 鼠と竜のゲーム 後編 2007.10.16
- ヤングチャンピオン烈 Vol.9 クロとマルコ
- ⭗ Descentes d'Organes 2007.12.19
- ヤングチャンピオン烈 Vol.10 クロとマルコ
- ⭗ 白い竜 2008.4.15
- ヤングチャンピオン烈 Vol.12 クロとマルコ
- ⭗ クロとマルコ #1 噛みつく箒星 The tooth of a comet 2008.6.17
- ヤングチャンピオン烈 Vol.13 クロとマルコ
- ⭗ クロとマルコ #2 お菓子を買ってブラッキーに会おう！ Buster's master plan 2008.8.19
- ヤングチャンピオン烈 Vol.14 クロとマルコ
- ⭗ クロとマルコ #3 地球 GO!GO!GO! Dinosaur Empire 2008.12.16
- ヤングチャンピオン烈 Vol.16 クロとマルコ
- ⭗ クロとマルコ #4 お医者さんがやってきた Macrocosm-Microcosm 2009.2.16
- ヤングチャンピオン烈 Vol.17 クロとマルコ
サン出版
- ⭗ 17.5% 2008.7.1
- マガジン・ウォー・ゼット 2008年7月号 はんぶん娘
- ⭗ 2対7 2008.9.1
- マガジン・ウォー・ゼット 2008年9月号 はんぶん娘
- ⭗ 第5巻2号通巻32号 2008.11.1
- マガジン・ウォー・ゼット 2008年11月号 はんぶん娘
メディアックス
- ⭗ お買い物！ お買い物!! 2010.7.26
- 発情♡ふたなりッ娘 ないしょよぉ♡
- ⭗ せんぱい 2015.8.27
- 食べてはいけない (※unpublished)
マイウェイ出版
- ⭗ MOLLY HOUSE 02 ～水着でかわいらしく～ 2011.5.12
- オトコノコ時代 Vol.1 かわいいボク♡
- ⭗ MOLLY HOUSE 03 ～フリルで重装備～ 2011.11.9
- オトコノコ時代 Vol.2 かわいいボク♡
- ⭗ とまらない 2012.5.11
- オトコノコ時代 Vol.3 かわいいボク♡
- ⭗ ONE COIN 2012.8.20
- オトコノコ時代 Vol.4 かわいいボク♡
- ⭗ MOLLY HOUSE 04 ～あこがれのキャベンディッシュ～ 2012.11.28
- オトコノコ時代 Vol.5 かわいいボク♡
- ⭗ あつめてあそぼう 2013.3.6
- オトコノコ時代 Vol.6 かわいいボク♡
- ⭗ 人一化九 2013.9.19
- オトコノコ時代 Vol.8 かわいいボク♡
- ⭗ 化け獺 2014.2.13
- オトコノコ時代 Vol.9 かわいいボク♡
東京三世社
- ⭗ お姉ちゃんだもん 2000.2.29
- リトルピアス 22 愛犬擁護週間
- ⭗ きょうはおとまり 2000.3.31
- 自虐少女 Vol.10 あしたもおいでよ
- ⭗ ばんそうこう 2000.4.30
- リトルピアス 23 あしたもおいでよ
- ⭗ よるの公園 2000.6.30
- リトルピアス 24 あしたもおいでよ
- ⭗ ロールペーバーが見てる 2000.8.31
- リトルピアス 25 あしたもおいでよ
- ⭗ ざんだま 2000.10.31
- リトルピアス 26 おにくやさん
- ⭗ 押し入れ 2000.12.31
- リトルピアス 27 あしたもおいでよ
- ⭗ The Cowardly LION ～臆病ライオン～ (※originally titled「Shy LION」) 2001.2.28
- リトルピアス 28 あしたもおいでよ
- ⭗ Dorothy versus the wicked witch of the west ～ドロシー西の悪い魔女と対決する～ 2001.4.30
- リトルピアス 29 あしたもおいでよ
- ⭗ The Tinwoodman have become the King in WINKIE ～ブリキの木推ウインキーの王になる～ 2001.6.30
- リトルピアス 30 あしたもおいでよ
- ⭗ Glinda the Good witch Grants Dorothy's wish ～よい魔女ドロシーの願いをかなえる～ 2001.8.30
- リトルピアス 31 あしたもおいでよ
- ⭗ OZMA ～見参! 平トコヨ～ 2001.10.31
- リトルピアス 32 あたしたちのこと
- ⭗ Tiktok ～佐藤タケミとおともだち～ 2001.12.31
- リトルピアス 33 あたしたちのこと
- ⭗ HUNGRY TIGER ～悩みの五百円玉～ 2002.2.28
- リトルピアス 34 あたしたちのこと
- ⭗ GAYELLET ～たかこ再び～ 2002.4.30
- リトルピアス 35 あたしたちのこと
- ⭗ フロルとタダ 2002.6.1
- コミック ミニモン 2002年6月号 あたしたちのこと
- ⭗ Dorothy and Ozma ～ばれちゃった～ 2002.6.30
- リトルピアス 36 あたしたちのこと
- ⭗ Ozma and Dorothy ～狂乱のベイビーブール～ 2002.8.31
- リトルピアス 37 あたしたちのこと
- ⭗ きょうはたのしい・・・ 2002.10.31
- リトルピアス 38 あたしたちのこと
- ⭗ Betsy Bobbin ～みんなそれなりに～ 2003.1.1
- コミックリトルピアス 2003年1月号 あたしたちのこと
- ⭗ 愛犬擁護週間 ～第一週 パトラッシュ～ 2003.3.1
- コミックリトルピアス 2003年3月号 愛犬擁護週間
- ⭗ 季刊畜産手帳 春号 鶏 2003.7.1
- コミックリトルピアス 2003年7月号 愛犬擁護週間
- ⭗ 愛犬擁護週間 ～第二週 ダーシェンカ～ 2003.9.1
- コミックリトルピアス 2003年9月号 愛犬擁護週間
- ⭗ 季刊畜産手帳 夏号 牛 2003.11.1
- コミックリトルピアス 2003年11月号 愛犬擁護週間
- ⭗ 愛犬擁護週間 ～第三週 ドン松五郎～ 2004.1.1
- コミックリトルピアス 2004年1月号 愛犬擁護週間
- ⭗ 季刊畜産手帳 秋号 羊 2004.3.1
- コミックリトルピアス 2004年3月号 愛犬擁護週間
- ⭗ 愛犬擁護週間 ～第四週 ゼロ 前編～ 2004.5.1
- コミックリトルピアス 2004年5月号 愛犬擁護週間
- ⭗ 愛犬擁護週間 ～第四週 ゼロ 後編～ 2004.7.1
- コミックリトルピアス 2004年7月号 愛犬擁護週間
- ⭗ 愛犬擁護週間 ～第五週 フランダース～ 2005.2.1
- コミック ミニモン Vol.17 愛犬擁護週間
- ⭗ おしりカパカパ 2006.6.1
- コミック ミニモン Vol.25 ないしょよぉ♡
- ⭗ ジュンコ 2006.4.1
- コミック ミニモン Vol.24 はんぶん娘
- ⭗ おしっこちゅうちゅう 2006.8.1
- コミック ミニモン Vol.26 ないしょよぉ♡
- ⭗ ニオイムラムラ 2006.12.1
- コミック フェロモン Vol.3 はんぶん娘
一水社
- ⭗ 棒手振り 2002.3.15
- 暗黒抒情 2 ニクノアナ
- ⭗ ソーセージ 2004.7.31
- イケナイ少年遊戯 3 かわいいボク♡
- ⭗ 覗く目 2009.6.26
- 覗いてはいけない (※unpublished)
- ⭗ あなたのオシリ 2010.3.26
- 覗いてはいけない 2 (※unpublished)
光彩書房
- ⭗ おんなのこくらぶ 2002.8.15
- 知的色情 ニクノアナ
- ⭗ 食べ物を造る事 2003.3.15
- 知的色情 Vol.3 ニクノアナ
- ⭗ 七月三十一日 2003.8.15
- Hのある風景 ニクノアナ
- ⭗ オヨメサンになる方法 2003.11.25
- Hのある風景 II ニクノアナ
- ⭗ ワルイ戯 2003.11.20
- イケナイ少年遊戯 はえてる女の子
- ⭗ 左手右手 2004.3.15
- Hのある風景 III ニクノアナ
- ⭗ コタツ 2004.5.20
- イケナイ少年遊戯 2 はえてる女の子
光彩書房
- ⭗ 映画館 1998.6.1
- manga純一 1998年6月号 HARMFUL
- ⭗ FATHER and CHILDHOOD FRIEND 1998.7.20
- 大人本 2 HARMFUL
- ⭗ ケンちゃんと兄ィちゃん 1998.8.1
- manga純一 1998年8月号 HARMFUL
- ⭗ 君と貴方の関係 1998.10.1
- manga純一 1998年10月号 (※unpublished)
- ⭗ 鎮守さん 1998.12.1
- manga純一 1998年12月号 HARMFUL
- ⭗ BULLETS AND KnifE 1999.2.1
- manga純一 1999年2月号 HARMFUL
- ⭗ Dog 1999.4.1
- manga純一 1999年4月号 HARMFUL
- ⭗ 手錠の鍵 1999.6.1
- manga純一 1999年6月号 HARMFUL
- ⭗ 獺 1999.8.1
- manga純一 1999年8月号 HARMFUL
- ⭗ 行水 1999.10.1
- manga純一 1999年10月号 (※unpublished)
- ⭗ 鍵とベッド 1999.12.1
- manga純一 1999年12月号 HARMFUL
- ⭗ うすかべ 2000.2.1
- manga純一 2000年2月号 (※unpublished)
- ⭗ スズメのガッコウ 2000.4.1
- manga純一 2000年4月号 (※unpublished)
- ⭗ 雨音 2000.6.1
- manga純一 2000年6月号 (※unpublished)
- ⭗ TRANS DRESSER 2000.8.1
- manga純一 2000年8月号 かわいいボク♡
- ⭗ 我ら今世界に覇を唱えん!! 2000.1.1
- manga純一 2000年10月号 (※unpublished)
- ⭗ 仔犬のしっぽ 2000.11.15
- 激しくて変 II ニクノアナ
- ⭗ LUMBERJACK 2000.12.1
- manga純一 2000年12月号 (※unpublished)
- ⭗ 大晦日 2001.2.1
- manga純一 2001年2月号 (※unpublished)
- ⭗ 虫の味 2001.3.15
- 激しくて変 III ニクノアナ
- ⭗ 天下分け目傾国童子 2001.4.1
- manga純一 2001年4月号 (※unpublished)
- ⭗ 茸 2001.7.10
- 激しくて変 IV ニクノアナ
一水社
- ⭗ GUIGNOL 2001.11.20
- 暗黒抒情 (※unpublished)
桜桃書房
- ⭗ くりかえし 1996.8.20
- 秘密の地下室 Vol.2 くりかえし
- ⭗ ひとくいの話。 1996.12.25
- チェリームーンSUPER! Vol.8 くりかえし
- ⭗ NIGHT OF THE LIVING DOLL 1997.3.1
- 秘密の地下室 Vol.3 くりかえし
- ⭗ テタントルカ村の儀式 1997.4.20
- 秘密の地下室 Vol.4 くりかえし
- ⭗ カッターナイフ 1997.8.5
- 秘密の地下室 Vol.5 くりかえし
- ⭗ 夜の虫螻 1998.5.10
- 秘密の地下室 Vol.6 くりかえし
Most of this information was taken directly from the bibliography released in 2004 with Niku no Ana. The rest was gathered or cross-referenced from various other sources such as publisher websites and sensei's own socials.
SEX PISTOLS is a Japanese yaoi manga series written and illustrated by Kotobuki Tarako. The title was changed to Love Pistols for overseas markets to avoid legal trouble with the band of the same name. It is no longer localized in physical volumes, but you can purchase the offical English translation digitally from Sublime Manga.
The Japanese term for the species is 斑類 (madararui) which literally translates to "spotted kind", although fan translators would typically leave this as madararui because it has no direct English translation. The official version localizes it as "zooman" (zoo + human).
先祖返り (senzogaeri) means atavism, which is when ancestral traits that evolved out of a species reappear in later generations. This was usually fan translated as "returner to ancestry" or "retrograde" while the official version localizes it as "missing link." Missing links are also sometimes called プレミア種 (puremia-shu) meaning premium species, which is localized as just "premium."
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Stray Kids is a South Korean boy band composed of eight members: Bang Chan, Lee Know, Changbin, Hyunjin, HAN, Felix, Seungmin, and I.N. They officially debuted on March 25, 2018.
They're known for being a largely "self-produced" group in an industry where most idols are given little to no control over their own music or branding. As trainees they participated in an eponymous survival show in which the leader Bang Chan chose the members he wanted and had to pass various trials with them in order to debut. Prior to appearing on the show, Bang Chan (CB97), Changbin (SPEARB), and HAN (J.ONE) produced music together under the name 3RACHA and promoted their work on their own SoundCloud and YouTube accounts, as well as the site HIPHOPLE. As a unit within Stray Kids, 3RACHA now write, arrange, and record the bulk of their discography with input from the other members and a few regular co-contributors.
Album MVs
Standalone Songs & Performances
Choreography
Behind The Scenes
Variety Show
Member Relationships
Individual Vlogs
Group Vlogs
More Fan Websites & Shrines
Stray Kids Fanlisting
straykids.net
• skzfansite.neocities.org
• straykids8infor.neocities.org
feycuu.neocities.org
• lockheart.love
In so many words: Stray Kids are the boy band that cursed my dick.
I've been aware of K-pop since at least 2013 when I would listen to whatever Shinee or EXO tracks happened to be floating around on Tumblr. I have always loved music and am historically predisposed to celebrity fanaticism (I was a devout Dear and utaite fan as a teen in the late aughts and early 2010s) but for whatever reason I never thought to dig any deeper into the fandom aspect of K-pop at that time.
Flash forward to 2021, K-pop has conquered Twitter and suddenly there's enough BTS on my timeline to make me curious, so I decided to watch a few videos just to see what all the fuss was about. I did enjoy the music, but the choreography is what really hooked me since I have always found dance fascinating as an art form, and it's just plain fun to watch. I binged their back catalog for a few weeks and eventually started checking out performances from other groups. I like to say my flirting with BTS ended and my life as a hardcore STAY began after watching the Back Door MV for the first time.
All jokes aside, I'm still fond of BTS and give them all the credit for leading me down this rabbit hole. I'm familiar with other groups and I can appreciate a good song or performance from anyone, I just don't consider myself a multi or a "K-pop fan" broadly speaking since my investment in SKZ is astronomically higher than anything else at the moment.
Bias Changbin
STAY Birthday October 21, 2021
First Comeback Christmas EveL
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Most of the events and formatting were taken from two long-abandoned Tumblr blogs - Stray Kids Video & SM Archive and Stray Kids Update.
ᕦ꒰ˊᗜˋ* ꒱
남의 말에 휘둘리지 말고!
♡ ♡ ♡
I do find him cute of course, but I also like his mindset. He's confident, observant, and really values human relationships. People often describe him as a comforting and reliable presence, and he has essentially become like a "comfort character" to me.
I tend to project onto him more than anything. Self-inserting is completely out of the question for me, even though it may not be obvious from the way I talk about him. Only I can wrap my head around my true feelings in this case. If I had to describe it, I would say it's more like a voyeuristic, lithrosexual psychosis than attraction. But still, it is a kind of love...
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돼지 더하기 토끼는 돼끼 땨땨땨~
♡ ♡ ♡
The Dwaekki Shrine, a.k.a some SKZ merch and various other cute things I own arranged together haphazardly. Merch and framed art are all courtesy of my lovely wife who spoils me.
I don't have much sewing experience but I tried my best to make him some outfits. The overalls were the most successful so far.
Double date at the botanic garden!
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One interesting thing I have noticed about K-pop fans is that they seem to approach pairing off members and shipping in a few different ways. Someone can talk about what appears to be no different from a ship without almost any of the usual implications of shipping.
Two or more members together are considered a "unit" and will have their own dedicated unit name. For example, HAN and Felix together are referred to as Jilix (Jisung + Felix) by English-speaking fans. Korean fans on the other hand tend to create "chemi names" for units based on some kind of inside joke or reference. You may see some Korean STAYs call them 지릭스 (jilix), but you're much more likely to see them use 람냥즈 (ramnyangjeu) "Ramnyangz" instead, which is a combination of 다람쥐 (daramji) "squirrel" and 냥 (nyang) "meow." Some of these chemi names are widely known and used by the English-speaking fandom as well, but more often than not we simply default to a straightforward portmanteau of the member's names.
The Korean fandom also has dedicated ship names in addition to chemi names however. These often have referential elements as well, such as HAN being called 쳌 (chek) due to the plaid shirts he likes to wear. Name order indicates the position or role the member takes in the ship, so for example 쳌필 (chekpil) is top HAN x bottom Felix, while 필쳌 (pilchek) is top Felix x bottom HAN. I've also seen people use two-letter abbreviations as ship names, such as "HF" for top Hyunjin x bottom Felix, or "YH" for top I.N x bottom Hyunjin. Shippers will append 왼 (oen) from 왼쪽 (oenjjog) "left" or 른 (leun) from 오른쪽 (oleunjjog) "right" to names to refer to their preferred position in a more general context, such as 쳌왼 (chek-oen) for top HAN or 필른 (pil-leun) for bottom Felix.
Unlike the chemi names, most English-speaking shippers probably don't even know what the Korean ship names are, let alone use them. Instead they just use the same common portmanteau of the member's names as their ship name. To make matters more confusing, people sometimes use chemi names in shippy contexts as well, or will use the term "ship" to refer to pairs that they don't actually ship in the traditional sense; rather a "ship" is just two members they like to see together with no fujo undertones whatsoever. So whether or not someone is referring to Jilix as something they actually ship or simply HAN and Felix together as a unit depends entirely on the person and context. This is how you end up with say, someone who "loves Minsung" making a confused statement like "Do people ship Minsung for real!?" after seeing some romantically and/or sexually charged fanart cross their timeline. They seem to consider shipping to be an entirely different beast from whatever it is they're doing, even if it looks suspiciously similar from an outside perspective. Of course, your average RPF shipper most likely doesn't believe that their ships are "real" either. Fiction is right there in the name after all.
Below are some of the names I've been able to gather for each pairing. Many of the Japanese chemi names are just the Korean name written in kana, but there are some Japanese-specific names too. Of course other languages will have their own spellings and likely their own unique names as well, these are just the only languages I know enough of to reliably confirm what they are.
AKA Minchan
AKA Binchan
AKA Hyunchan
AKA Chansung
AKA Chanlix
AKA Seungchan
AKA Jeongchan
AKA Minbin
AKA Hyunho
AKA Minsung
AKA Minlix
AKA 2min
AKA Jeongho
AKA Changjin
AKA Binsung
AKA Changlix
AKA Seungbin
AKA Jeongbin
AKA Hyunsung
AKA Hyunlix
AKA Seungjin
AKA Hyunin
AKA Jilix
AKA Seungsung
AKA Sungin
AKA Seunglix
AKA Jeonglix
AKA Seungin
Most K-pop fandoms will refer to their group as "OT + the number of members," which is a trend that supposedly originated from the term OTP. This is why Stray Kids are collectively referred to as OT8 since there are 8 members. Despite the etymology this has no inherent shippy connotation.
Rating: Explicit
Archive Warning: Rape/Non-Con
Category: M/M
Fandom: Stray Kids (Band)
Relationships: Seo Changbin/Other(s), Seo Changbin & Other(s)
Characters: Seo Changbin, Han Jisung | Han, Bang Chan (Stray Kids), Hwang Hyunjin, Stray Kids Ensemble, Stray Kids Manager(s)
Additional Tags: Bottom Seo Changbin, Canon Compliant, Hurt No Comfort, Gang Rape, Rape/Non-con Elements, Rape Aftermath, Physical Abuse, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Condoms, Barebacking, Creampie, Crying, Taking Turns, Large Cock, Degradation, Small Penis, Seo Changbin Has a Small Dick
over the stupid orgy's reeking track
— brighter and lovelier yet, thine image flies
in fluttering rays before my widening eyes.
"I'll be star lost, star lost..."
Changbin was coated in a thin layer of sweat that chilled on his skin in the night air. He pointed at someone in the crowd and did a cute little shuffle while he belted his lines. The other members pranced around him on the extended stage, each of them singing and adlibbing in turn.
The music eventually faded to a looping instrumental. "Thank you San Francisco!" Jisung shouted into his mic. Their fans cheered weakly in response, clearly coming down from the hours-long adrenaline-fueled high that the show had induced in them.
The members began walking back to the main stage and posed for the camera one by one before disappearing behind the screen display. Changbin lingered, trying to squeeze in just a few more endearing gestures to fans as he went. By the time he made it to the front the others were long gone, so he threw the camera a perfunctory peace sign and jogged backstage. He thought he could see someone beckoning to him from a dimly lit corner and hurried over to join the man, a dancer, who started leading him down a dark corridor.
"What's up?" Changbin asked. They turned a corner and were fully out of view of the crowd now. The area they were walking into seemed to be devoid of staff. "Did everyone leave without us?"
"No, we're here." A voice came from his right. Changbin peered into the darkness and thought he could make out several figures shifting around him - more dancers, or maybe staff? Before he could ask any more questions however, someone materialized behind him and grabbed him by the wrists. He shouted in surprise as his arms were pulled roughly over his head, but he wasn't panicking just yet. This had to be a prank, right? Changbin let out an aggravated sigh.
"Who set you guys up for this? Are the members hiding here too? This isn't the time for-" His rant was cut short when he felt something grip his ankle. He tried to jerk away reflexively, but whatever it was held him firmly in place. He looked down and saw the indistinct silhouette of a man kneeling at his feet. A clammy hand slid up the leg of his trousers, while another drifted across his thighs before landing on his groin and squeezing hard. His blood ran ice cold. Was this really happening?
Changbin opened his mouth to scream, but before he could he was blinded by a bright white flash and heard the characteristic -snap- of a phone camera. Someone just took a picture of him? He hadn't seen their face, but he did hear the echo of their footsteps as they walked away. The man behind him with the iron grip on his wrists yanked him back and whispered in his ear, "Scream or tell anyone what happened here, and we'll leak everything. Just imagine, photo evidence of Seo Changbin being molested by his own backup dancers circulating online? Nobody would look at you or your group the same way again."
His thoughts raced. His pride was steely enough that he wouldn't be deterred by blackmail under different circumstances, but he just couldn't process this situation. Here they were at the height of their career, halfway through their most consequential tour to date, and this would be what ended it all? He glared straight ahead and clenched his teeth.
"What do you want from me?"
"You'll figure it out." More men gathered around now, and more ghoulish hands crept across his body. They tugged at the straps of his overalls and hauled him deeper into the darkness. A door creaked open and he was maneuvered inside what appeared to be a disused storage room. Nobody moved to turn a light on, but someone had a phone flashlight in hand as he was guided to lay prone across a bench where some dusty electrical equipment was stored. They held him down and bound his forearms together with rope, or maybe wire? He couldn't tell. He couldn't turn his head, couldn't see anything but the pile of junk next to him whenever the light fell that way momentarily. All he could do was listen to the men rummaging around behind him. His legs shook uncontrollably.
Changbin bent his knees and heaved himself forward, trying to stand, but was caught off guard when someone gripped the back of his shirt and pulled him upright. He was dragged a few feet away from the bench to make enough space for someone to stand in front of him. Whoever it was placed a hand on his chest and pressed their blunt nails into him.
"We'll keep this nice outfit of yours in one piece so you can help us keep this a secret, okay? Like you promised?" The man moved towards the metal clasps of his overalls, but Changbin couldn't take it any more. He lurched violently to one side, trying to flee, trying to be anywhere else but close to this criminal, but it was no use. What seemed like hundreds of anonymous hands hooked into him all at once. Someone aimed a blow at his abdomen and knocked the air out of him. His overalls were stripped off and he was once again thrown face down across the bench. The tears came now, a pitiful, nearly inaudible gasp escaping from his lips as he wept. Fingers skittered across his backside like venomous insects, probing, prodding, pulling his boxers down to his ankles. His eyes clenched shut and the faces of the members appeared before him, although their expressions were unreadable. He didn't want to imagine them. Would their eyes be full of rage or despair? Would their cheeks be streaked with tears? What would the knowledge of this do to them?
Something cold suddenly dripped onto his sacrum and brought him back to his present nightmare. His attackers must have noticed him jump at the sensation.
"Don't worry princess. We'll be gentle." One pair of hands gripped his ass and spread him apart, while another circled his rim with slick fingers wrapped in a condom. His entrance was teased for mere seconds before two gloved digits were plunged inside. Changbin tensed and exhaled sharply. A generous application of lube ensured that it wasn't excruciatingly painful, but he processed every touch as a hot metal iron branding him nonetheless. The man seemed to wait for his breathing to resume before pushing in any further. Upon bottoming out he teased his fingers apart and then flexed them incisively. Changbin hissed and jerked forward, but of course he went nowhere. He saw more brief flashes of light as the operator of the phone aimed it wherever he was told to.
"They don't make you wax down here, huh?" the man holding him open remarked. "You should have bleached it for us." Quiet, cruel laughter erupted around him. The hand that had been violating him was withdrawn abruptly, and then returned moments later, this time inserting three fingers coated with more lube. They thrust in, once, twice... Changbin wasn't counting. He closed his eyes again and tried to think about anything other than the hands on him and inside of him, but they were all he could picture now. His body was being molded into something unfamiliar to him, something inhuman. He was becoming little more than a hole that accepted everything against his will. He groaned, more in reaction to this thought than to the pressure on his insides, or to the sloppy wet noises that were now filling the otherwise silent room.
The hand was withdrawn once again, and Changbin could hear the crinkling and tearing of condom packaging and jangling of belt buckles being undone. His fear dropped like a lead weight from his head to the pit of his stomach. His breathing grew rapid and shallow. Dust from the table stirred and filled his lungs, sending him into a coughing fit.
"Calm down man." Someone slapped him on the back a few times as if that would help. They didn't even wait for the coughing to subside. Something much larger than a finger pressed against his rim and pushed inside, meeting little resistance as it cleaved him open. Changbin thought he had finally let himself scream, but maybe he was just imagining things since it garnered no response. The man on top of him panted like a dog with each loveless thrust. He squeezed Changbin's hips, breathing out half-formed remarks about how soft and pretty his ass was. Changbin heard nothing. His consciousness was only sucked from the void it had escaped to when he felt a presence below him, followed by a new sickening sensation against his skin. Someone was kneeling on the floor next to him and running the tips of their fingers down his inner thigh.
"His ass is nice but he's not winning any awards with this." A rough hand gripped Changbin's dick and more laughter followed, this time with some cooing mixed in. Heat pooled in his stomach as he was jerked off, but his body couldn't react with any eagerness. He remained soft even as the man lapped at him with his tongue in an effort to coax an erection from him.
He heard a moan as whoever was currently buried inside of him shuddered and spilled into the condom, and then pulled away. He was quickly replaced by yet another faceless demon who stretched him open and used him. One after another they came and went, rending his flesh, sating their hunger with his body. A stream of drool poured from the corner of his mouth and pooled on the creaking bench beneath him. After what felt like hours had passed, a debate suddenly broke out among the group when someone tried to move in to stake their claim.
"No man, nobody wants to fuck your cum."
"Let me go last then." Whoever it was making his case, his voice was deep and abrasive.
"Fine, just clean it out afterwards so he doesn't make a mess in his pants."
With that Changbin grasped the situation and didn't want to accept it. He spat out a weak "No..." and their attention snapped back to him. One of them reached over to thread their fingers through his hair and pulled him up to study his face more closely.
"Are you still there? I thought you'd passed out with how quiet you were being." His eyes were nearly swollen shut from all the crying and irritants, but Changbin gave everything he had to glare back.
"Go die, bastard." A grin tore across the man's face as he dropped Changbin's head back onto the bench.
"We actually need to wrap things up here soon, so go right ahead," a voice said. This announcement was followed by the sound of shuffling feet, clothes rustling, evidence being packed away. Changbin felt the shadow of a tall man cast over him. Wide, cold palms gripped the meat of his ass and set to work spreading him open again.
Now that nobody else was nearby to pin him down if he tried anything, Changbin attempted to flip onto his side, thinking that if he could just manage to extend his legs he could push his attacker away. Like all of his previous attempts to fight back however, this one was also foiled immediately. The man grabbed his leg at once and twisted it, throwing him off balance.
"What do you want, hm? Wanna do it face to face?" All of a sudden Changbin was pulled up into a tight embrace, and then flipped onto his back. The bench shook with the force of him landing on it and his arms were crushed under his own weight. He lifted his legs and tried to aim a kick at the man's head, but the rest of the group had noticed the commotion by now and rushed over to assist. Hands gripped his bare legs and folded his knees to his chest so his ass was accessible again. Changbin finally noticed the overwhelming size of the man in front of him and blood-curdling hysteria set in.
"No! No! No!" He was certainly screaming now. Someone forced a sweat-stained towel between his teeth to silence him. He kept shrieking through the fabric, a guttural, bestial noise that he hadn't known he was capable of making. The enormous man emptied the remainder of a bottle of lube onto his palm and gave himself a few languid strokes before aiming the head of his cock at Changbin's well-worn rim. There was a pause as he let the tip sink in at an agonizingly slow rate, snagging and tugging the flesh as it went. The stretch was unreal, unlike anything he had experienced up to this point. Short bursts of pain stabbed him with every inch, followed by a dull, pulsing ache as he clenched around the massive intrusion.
Changbin tried to turn his head away but the man gripped his jaw and held his gaze steady for a moment. He imagined that he must be looking into the eyes of Satan himself right now. Who else would be capable of inflicting such agony on someone and feel no penitence in the end? He couldn't locate any shame in those glassy eyes, just a profound darkness. He felt he would only survive this ordeal if he could manage to fall away from that darkness rather than into it.
His jaw was freed and he was allowed to look away at last. He went completely limp, the sea of hands bearing down on him giving way to a single pair which held his legs up and apart by the knees. Slow, shallow thrusts became deep and erratic. Their slick skin produced an obscene soundtrack as it crashed together.
Changbin stared up at the ceiling blankly. He noted that it was dotted with something, perhaps water spots or mold. For some reason that was incomprehensible to him, Star Lost began playing back in his mind.
Darkness is settling in day by day
Inside of me, I've lost my greed
The feeling of being left alone swallows me up
He couldn't remember who wrote those lyrics. Was it Bang Chan? Did he write them himself? Whoever it was, what had inspired them to write something so desolate? His recall was poor even on good days, so there was no hope for him remembering now.
I imagine you in the night sky
You comforting me somewhere
As he studied the spots on the ceiling they almost seemed to glow, like they were becoming the very stars that this song prayed to for salvation. He hardly noticed as the body lurching over him grew still and let out a harsh exhale. His organs crackled like a lit flame.
"Hurry up. We need to get him dressed and out of here." The thing inside of him was withdrawn unceremoniously. His gaping hole was now exposed to frigid air and it dripped a messy concoction of excess lube and cum onto the floor. The tall devil returned some time later and inserted two fingers into him, scraping the contents out onto a towel with the same level of attention one might pay to brushing crumbs off of a table. When he was satisfied he'd disposed of enough evidence he set about reinstating Changbin's boxers and then tried to pull him to his feet, but with no strength left in his legs he promptly fell like a sack to the floor.
"Hey, what are you doing? Get up!" The man turned to his accomplices. "Help me out here. He's totally gone."
Changbin's brain was foggy but somehow he remained conscious of the hands that were holding him up and guiding his legs back into his trousers. They were meticulous with their tidying, even brushing the dust off of him and making sure the clip that had fallen out of his hair was put back in its proper place. The ropes were removed and someone examined the indents left in his skin.
"It's not that bad, it'll heal. Put that jacket on him." The garment was wrapped around him and his arms pulled through. Suddenly he felt like he was floating, the blood rushing to his head as he turned 90 degrees to one side. He thought that he must be falling to the floor, but in reality the group had just lifted him together to haul him to the door. That seemed to be the final nail in the coffin for him as he was plunged into total darkness before he ever saw the first light of freedom.
Changbin smelled something sour, felt a cold, hard surface against his cheek. His eyes shot open and his muscles propelled him forward uncommanded. With little awareness of where he was he wound up smashing his left elbow into the wall of the tiny single-use men's restroom he was currently occupying. He cried out and gripped his elbow gingerly. Next the pain in his abdomen and backside began to re-register and washed over him like a tidal wave. He doubled over his knees and a few heavy teardrops dripped from his eyes.
He wasn't thinking about it, wasn't flashing back to anything in particular, even though he could sense the memories looming in the back of his mind. He stood up from the toilet and was greeted by a tall mirror hanging over a sink. Meeting his own eyes, he felt that he didn't fully recognize the man looking back at him. He was pale and disheveled, although his captors clearly took care to avoid spoiling his face, and put everything on his person back more or less where they initially found it. Everything but the clear, carefree look in his eyes he was sure had been there before, that is...
He splashed some water on his face but avoided scrubbing at it, hoping that his budge-proof makeup would hold up, even though it was already noticeably more scuffed on one side. The sound of his sniffling and breathing bounced off of the tile flooring and walls. He patted his face dry gently with some napkins, pulled the hood of the jacket over his head and made a beeline for the door. How long had he been missing? Where was he? Walking out he found himself in a featureless but vaguely familiar hallway. Looking around, it dawned on him that he was actually very close to the area where they stored their belongings and got dressed. He stumbled down the hall towards the room where he thought his bag was and threw the door open, only to be greeted by a single manager sitting in a folding chair on her phone. She looked up at him obtusely as if she'd seen a ghost, but leapt to her feet when she realized who he was.
"Changbin! Where on earth have you been!? We've been running around like crazy trying to find you!"
Words failed him for a moment. "Uh... sorry. How long were you waiting?"
"Over half an hour. You realize we have a strict contract, right? We need to be out of here by-" Whatever she said next didn't matter to him. He grabbed his duffle bag from the floor and hobbled behind a curtain to put his own clothes back on.
He sized up his bare torso in a mirror, timidly brushing his fingers over the bruise that was darkening on his ribs where they had pummeled him. His arms were covered in shallow, inflamed friction burns. As he pulled one of his own hoodies over his head he looked down at the nondescript black jacket that the dancers had thrown on him. Without thinking he shoved it into his bag and then placed the rest of his encore uniform into a case left for him on the dressing room table. When he returned to the main room he handed the case to the manager and escaped before she could say another word.
"Where were you?" Bang Chan's tone scalded him. The members were huddled together in a private parking lot where a van was waiting to take them back to their hotel. Changbin ran into them immediately as he left the stadium. Chan looked him up and down and seemed to catch on at once that something wasn't quite right with him.
"What's wrong? Have you been crying?" Changbin was surprised by how astute his friend was. It was probably hard to see his face through the darkness with only a few lights from the building illuminating it. He couldn't meet Chan's eyes at all and simply shook his head.
"Sorry hyung. I was in the bathroom. My stomach... I don't know, it started acting up all of a sudden."
"Changbin hyung?" Hyunjin's voice was inquisitive. The members were all staring at him now, but he wasn't sure what they expected him to say. From what he could tell they didn't suspect anything more serious than either an upset stomach or him fleeing to shed a few overemotional tears after a concert though. Changbin's brain was running on autopilot as he formed his next excuse.
"Do my eyes look that bad? My contacts were bothering me the whole show, that must be it."
A manager interrupted them by calling out from across the parking lot. He gestured as politely as he could for them to come get in the damn van already. Changbin wanted to feel grateful to him for taking the pressure off, but as they all turned and rushed away part of him wished that his members wouldn't look away from him so easily, wouldn't let him out of their sight for even a moment. He trailed after them on stiff legs. Bang Chan as usual loitered behind the group and Changbin could feel the weight of his leader's gaze.
When he reached the van he slid into the back seat next to Jisung, who seemed half asleep already. Changbin watched him slump against the window, bundled up in an oversized jacket with the hood up and hands buried in his pockets. He looked infinitesimally small and fragile like this, like a child even. Changbin's mind threatened him with dark thoughts. What if they had grabbed Jisung instead of him? What if they've already hurt the members before, and threatened them into keeping it a secret just like him?
"Changbin!" He jumped when Bang Chan called out from the seat in front of Jisung. "Do you need stomach medicine? I'll ask a manager to pick some up and bring it to your room later."
"Oh, uh... sure. Thanks hyung." The longer this farce carried on the worse he felt about it. He hated lying and hiding things from them. He absentmindedly studied the tips of his own fingers, then turned to look out of the tinted window next to him. He saw the faint specter of his face reflected there and stared into his own eyes. He felt his tear ducts starting to sting and willed them not to overflow, but they weren't cooperating with him tonight. He didn't move or make a sound though, just watched silently as the tears streamed down his face, one after the other.
Bang Chan had been glancing back at him periodically, and of course took no time to notice that he was crying. The worry on his face intensified and he reached out to Changbin, offering an open palm and waiting for him to reciprocate. Changbin, trembling, took his hand and squeezed it wordlessly. He had nothing to say and Chan seemed to sense that asking questions would only hurt him more right now. Their hands were both cold, but as they sat there entwined they grew warm together.
Changbin knew now that hands not too dissimilar from these could be savage, hateful, even destroy him if they wanted to. But they could also be gentle and comfort him as they were now. A thought suddenly came to him.
"Hyung." Changbin said. Chan responded with a quiet, "Hm?"
"Did you write the opening lines of Star Lost?" He wasn't entirely sure why he wanted to know, but he felt like it would nag at him if he couldn't figure it out.
"Eh..." Chan sucked in some air and knit his eyebrows together as he thought. "I don't think so? Didn't you write them?"
Ah.
"I see."
This started out as a short description of the painting I did for Chk Chk Bang. As you can see it ran away from me at some point. This is the first fic I've written in nearly 15 years... please clap.
The exact setting is May 28, 2025 at dominATE San Francisco. This was a somewhat arbitrary pick since it could have taken place at any show, I just wanted to draw him being molested in those overalls with his adorable wavy hair.
Regarding the lyrics of Star Lost, as with most of their songs it doesn't seem to be public knowledge who wrote which lines, but I personally tend to associate lyrics about lonliness with Changbin. Whether or not Chan even correctly identified who wrote them is intentionally left vague.
The title and stanza in the summary are from L'Aube spirituelle by Charles Baudelaire, which I understand to be about waking up at dawn after a night of debasement and striving to return to a world of clarity and higher ideals after such an experience.
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| Completed | Seraph of the End: Vampire Reign | AniList | TV | 12 |
| Completed | Serial Experiments Lain | AniList | TV | 13 |
| Completed | Sex Pistols | AniList | OVA | 2 |
| Completed | She and Her Cat -Everything Flows- | AniList | TV Short | 4 |
| Completed | Show By Rock!! Short!! | AniList | TV Short | 12 |
| Completed | Show By Rock!!# | AniList | TV | 12 |
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| Completed | Sleeping Beauty | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
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| Completed | Star Wars: Episode IV - A New Hope | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
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| Completed | Super Danganronpa 2.5 Komaeda Nagito to Sekai no Hakaimono | AniList | OVA | 1 |
| Completed | SUPER LOVERS 2 | AniList | TV | 10 |
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| Completed | Sword of the Stranger | AniList | Movie | 1 |
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| Completed | Tanaka-kun is Always Listless | AniList | TV | 12 |
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| Completed | Terror in Resonance | AniList | TV | 11 |
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| Completed | The Boy and the Heron | AniList | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Cat Returns | AniList | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Century of the Self | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Dark Crystal: Age of Resistance | IMDb | TV | 10 |
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| Completed | The Eccentric Family 2 | AniList | TV | 12 |
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| Completed | The Garden of Words | AniList | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Girl From the Other Side: Siúil, a Rún | AniList | OVA | 1 |
| Completed | The Godfather | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
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| Completed | The Highschool Life of a Fudanshi | AniList | TV Short | 12 |
| Completed | The Hip Hop Years | IMDb | TV | 3 |
| Completed | The Hunger Games | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | THE IDOLM@STER Side M | AniList | TV | 14 |
| Completed | The Incredibles | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
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| Completed | The Naked Gun: From the Files of Police Squad! | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The NeverEnding Story | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Night is Short, Walk on Girl | AniList | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Nightmare Before Christmas | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Plague Dogs | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Polar Express | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Promised Neverland | AniList | TV | 12 |
| Completed | The Proud Family Movie | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Reflecting Skin | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Road to El Dorado | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Rocky Horror Picture Show | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
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| Completed | The Secret World of Arrietty | AniList | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Shawshank Redemption | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
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| Completed | The Stranger by the Shore | AniList | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Substance | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Suite Life of Zack & Cody | IMDb | TV | 87 |
| Completed | The Suite Life on Deck | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Sword in the Stone | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Tale of The Princess Kaguya | AniList | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Tatami Galaxy | AniList | TV | 11 |
| Completed | The Thing | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Thirteenth Year | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Truman Show | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Twilight Saga: Eclipse | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
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| Completed | The Wind Rises | AniList | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The Wizard of Oz | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | The YouTube Effect | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | This Boy Can Fight Aliens | AniList | OVA | 1 |
| Completed | This Boy Caught a Merman | AniList | OVA | 1 |
| Completed | Throat Notes | IMDb | Short | 1 |
| Completed | Titanic | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | To Your Eternity Season 2 | AniList | TV | 20 |
| Completed | To Your Eternity | AniList | TV | 20 |
| Completed | Togainu no Chi | AniList | TV | 12 |
| Completed | Toilet-bound Hanako-kun | AniList | TV | 12 |
| Completed | Tokubetsu-hen Hibike! Euphonium: Ensemble Contest | AniList | OVA | 1 |
| Completed | Tokyo BABYLON | AniList | OVA | 2 |
| Completed | Tokyo Ghoul √A | AniList | TV | 12 |
| Completed | Tokyo Ghoul: [JACK] | AniList | OVA | 1 |
| Completed | Tokyo Ghoul: [PINTO] | AniList | OVA | 1 |
| Completed | Tokyo Ghoul:re | AniList | TV | 12 |
| Completed | Tokyo Ghoul | AniList | TV | 12 |
| Completed | Tokyo Godfathers | AniList | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | Tokyo Revengers | AniList | TV | 24 |
| Completed | Touken Ranbu - Hanamaru | AniList | TV | 12 |
| Completed | Toy Story 2 | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | Toy Story | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | Train to Busan | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | Treasure Planet | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | Trinity Blood | AniList | TV | 24 |
| Completed | Trolls Band Together | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | Trolls World Tour | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | Trolls | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | Tsuritama | AniList | TV | 12 |
| Completed | Tsurune | AniList | TV | 13 |
| Completed | Twilight | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | UN-GO MOVIE | AniList | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | UN-GO | AniList | TV | 11 |
| Completed | Unico in the Island of Magic | AniList | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | Unico: Black Rain and White Feather | AniList | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | Uta no Prince Sama | AniList | TV | 13 |
| Completed | Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust | AniList | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | Vassalord. | AniList | OVA | 1 |
| Completed | Vinland Saga Season 2 | AniList | TV | 24 |
| Completed | Vinland Saga | AniList | TV | 24 |
| Completed | WALL-E | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | Wandering Son | AniList | TV | 11 |
| Completed | We Need to Talk About Kevin | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | Weapons | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | Weeds | IMDb | TV | 102 |
| Completed | Welcome to Irabu's Office | AniList | TV | 11 |
| Completed | Welcome to the N-H-K | AniList | TV | 24 |
| Completed | When Marnie Was There | AniList | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | When the Wind Blows | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | Whisper of the Heart | AniList | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | Whispered Words | AniList | TV | 13 |
| Completed | Wolf Children | AniList | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | Wolf's Rain | AniList | TV | 26 |
| Completed | WONDER EGG PRIORITY | AniList | TV | 12 |
| Completed | X (TV) | AniList | TV | 24 |
| Completed | X | AniList | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | xxxHOLiC Kei | AniList | TV | 13 |
| Completed | xxxHOLiC Rou | AniList | OVA | 2 |
| Completed | xxxHOLiC Shunmuki | AniList | OVA | 2 |
| Completed | xxxHOLiC | AniList | TV | 24 |
| Completed | Yarichin☆Bitch-bu | AniList | OVA | 2 |
| Completed | Yashahime: Princess Half-Demon | AniList | TV | 24 |
| Completed | Your Name. | AniList | Movie | 1 |
| Completed | Yowamushi Pedal Glory Line | AniList | TV | 25 |
| Completed | Yowamushi Pedal New Generation | AniList | TV | 25 |
| Completed | Yowamushi Pedal: Grande Road | AniList | TV | 24 |
| Completed | Yowamushi Pedal | AniList | TV | 38 |
| Completed | Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters | AniList | TV | 224 |
| Completed | Yu-Gi-Oh! GX | AniList | TV | 180 |
| Completed | Yu-Gi-Oh! ZEXAL II | AniList | TV | 73 |
| Completed | Yu-Gi-Oh! Zexal | AniList | TV | 73 |
| Completed | Yuri!!! on ICE | AniList | TV | 12 |
| Completed | Yurikuma Arashi | AniList | TV | 12 |
| Completed | Zetsuai 1989 | AniList | OVA | 1 |
| Completed | Zootopia | IMDb | Movie | 1 |
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| Ongoing | 19 Tian | AniList | Manhua | 372/- | - |
| Ongoing | A Centaur's Life | AniList | Manga | 101/- | 16/- |
| Ongoing | Chiikawa: Nanka Chiisakute Kawaii Yatsu | AniList | Manga | 102/- | - |
| Ongoing | Feral | LoCG | Comic | - | 17/- |
| Ongoing | Given | AniList | Manga | 33/51 | 5/9 |
| Ongoing | HOME | Website | Webcomic | 14/- | - |
| Ongoing | Kirai de Isasete | AniList | Manga | 4/- | 4 |
| Ongoing | Love Pistols | AniList | Manga | 59/- | 9 |
| Ongoing | Mr.A's Farm | AniList | Manhwa | 15/- | - |
| Ongoing | Painter of the Night | AniList | Manhwa | 84/129 | - |
| Ongoing | Relationship Guidelines | AniList | Manhwa | 59/82 | - |
| Ongoing | Sign | AniList | Manhwa | 99/115 | - |
| Ongoing | Souboutei Kowasubeshi | AniList | Manga | 45/250 | 5/25 |
| Ongoing | SQ: Begin W/Your Name! | AniList | Manhua | 211/- | - |
| Ongoing | SUPER LOVERS | AniList | Manga | 24/- | 8/- |
| Ongoing | SUPERPOSE | Website | Webcomic | - | - |
| Ongoing | The Complete Peanuts | LoCG | Comic | 155/8878 | 1/26 |
| Ongoing | The Guy She Was Interested In Wasn't a Guy at All | AniList | Manga | 37/- | - |
| Ongoing | The Pawn's Revenge | AniList | Manhwa | 30/- | - |
| Ongoing | The Summer Hikaru Died | AniList | Manga | 28/- | 5 |
| Ongoing | To Your Eternity | AniList | Manga | 135/- | 15/- |
| Ongoing | Vinland Saga | AniList | Manga | 170/- | - |
| Ongoing | Yarichin Bitch Club | AniList | Manga | 19/- | - |
| Planning | Blue Drop: Tenshi no Bokura | AniList | Manga | 0/14 | 0/2 |
| Planning | Fushi to Batsu | AniList | Manga | 0/- | 0/- |
| Planning | How Do We Relationship? | AniList | Manga | 0/133 | 0/14 |
| Planning | Inugami | AniList | Manga | 0/72 | 0/14 |
| Planning | piece: J no subete Another Story | AniList | Manga | 0/- | 0/- |
| Planning | Sousei Yuugi | AniList | Manga | 0/- | 0/- |
| Planning | Zankoku na Kami ga Shihai Suru | AniList | Manga | 0/86 | 0/17 |
| Completed | A Trace of You | AniList | Manhwa | 23 | - |
| Completed | A-Senpai | AniList | One Shot | 1 | 1 |
| Completed | Abarenbo Honey | AniList | Manga | 13 | 2 |
| Completed | Aibuka! (Kari) | AniList | Manga | 7 | 1 |
| Completed | Aiken Yougo Shuukan | AniList | Manga | 10 | 1 |
| Completed | Amaeru Kubiwa | AniList | Manga | 6 | 1 |
| Completed | ANTI P.T. | AniList | Manhwa | 64 | - |
| Completed | B.S.S.M. | AniList | Manga | 11 | 1 |
| Completed | Bad Boys, Happy Home | AniList | Manga | 19 | 3 |
| Completed | Barairo no Hoo no Koro | AniList | Manga | 6 | 1 |
| Completed | Because I'm A Boy | AniList | Manga | 8 | 1 |
| Completed | BJ Alex | AniList | Manhwa | 83 | 9 |
| Completed | Blood Bank | AniList | Manhwa | 61 | - |
| Completed | Blue Drop | AniList | Manga | 5 | 1 |
| Completed | Body Complex | AniList | Manhwa | 38 | - |
| Completed | Bokura no Hentai | AniList | Manga | 41 | 10 |
| Completed | Bokura no☆Hikari Club | AniList | Manga | 12 | 2 |
| Completed | Boys Run The Riot | AniList | Manga | 38 | 4 |
| Completed | Candy | AniList | Manga | 8 | 1 |
| Completed | Captivated, By You | AniList | Manga | 8 | 1 |
| Completed | Cello Mellow | AniList | Manga | 7 | 1 |
| Completed | Chiguhagu na Kiss | AniList | Manga | 8 | 1 |
| Completed | Children of the Sea | AniList | Manga | 43 | 5 |
| Completed | Classmates (Prequel) | AniList | Manga | 6 | 1 |
| Completed | Classmates (Sequel) | AniList | Manga | 16 | 3 |
| Completed | Copernicus no Kokyuu | AniList | Manga | 15 | 2 |
| Completed | Crash Into Me | AniList | Manhwa | 48 | - |
| Completed | Daresokare no Akuma | AniList | Manga | 1 | 1 |
| Completed | Datte, Oishii no ga Warui. | AniList | Manga | 5 | 1 |
| Completed | Delicious in Dungeon: The Adventurer's Bible | AniList | Manga | 3 | 1 |
| Completed | Delicious in Dungeon | AniList | Manga | 111 | 14 |
| Completed | Devilman | AniList | Manga | 53 | 5 |
| Completed | Double Mints | AniList | Manga | 7 | 1 |
| Completed | Ebisu-san to Hotei-san | AniList | Manga | 5 | 1 |
| Completed | equus | AniList | Manga | 8 | 1 |
| Completed | Eunsuk & Jung-gu | AniList | Manhwa | 53 | - |
| Completed | Fallintrash | AniList | One Shot | 1 | 1 |
| Completed | From Points of Three | AniList | Manhwa | 86 | - |
| Completed | Fubin BL | AniList | Manga | 11 | 1 |
| Completed | Furimuku Dake de Anata Tsumi na Otoko | AniList | Manga | 6 | 1 |
| Completed | Gamerz Heaven Director's Cut | AniList | Manga | 5 | 3 |
| Completed | Garden | AniList | Manga | 6 | 1 |
| Completed | Gesuigai | AniList | Manga | 18 | 2 |
| Completed | Giglio | AniList | Manga | 2 | 1 |
| Completed | Go For It, Nakamura! | AniList | Manga | 11 | 1 |
| Completed | Goshujin-sama to Kemonomimi no Shoujo Meru | AniList | Manga | 18 | 3 |
| Completed | Gravitation dj - Megamix Gravitation | AniList | Manga | 10 | 1 |
| Completed | Haikei, Niisan-sama | AniList | Manga | 8 | 1 |
| Completed | Hand in Hand | AniList | Manga | 6 | 1 |
| Completed | Heartless | AniList | Manga | 6 | 1 |
| Completed | Here U Are | AniList | Manhwa | 157 | - |
| Completed | Himitsu no Inugami Kokoko-chan | AniList | Manga | 7 | 1 |
| Completed | HOMESTUCK | Website | Webcomic | - | - |
| Completed | Houkago Edge | AniList | Manga | 5 | 1 |
| Completed | Hydra | AniList | Manga | 11 | 3 |
| Completed | I Hear the Sunspot: Limit | AniList | Manga | 19 | 3 |
| Completed | I Hear the Sunspot | AniList | Manga | 6 | 1 |
| Completed | I'll Make You Cry | AniList | Manga | 6 | 1 |
| Completed | Implicity | AniList | Manga | 18 | 2 |
| Completed | Itoshi no Nekokke: Otaru-hen | AniList | Manga | 5 | 1 |
| Completed | Iyayoiyayo mo Kiss no Uchi | AniList | Manga | 5 | 1 |
| Completed | J no Subete | AniList | Manga | 16 | 3 |
| Completed | Jackass! | AniList | Manga | 7 | 1 |
| Completed | Jeonjeonbancheuk | AniList | Manhwa | 10 | - |
| Completed | JoJo's Bizarre Adventure Part 1: Phantom Blood | AniList | Manga | 44 | 5 |
| Completed | JoJo's Bizarre Adventure Part 2: Battle Tendency | AniList | Manga | 69 | 7 |
| Completed | Joou to Shitateya | AniList | Manga | 7 | 1 |
| Completed | Junai Virus | AniList | Manga | 4 | 1 |
| Completed | Kami no Kodomo | AniList | Manga | 11 | 1 |
| Completed | Kareshi Glamorous | AniList | Manga | 9 | 1 |
| Completed | Kawaii Boku | AniList | Manga | 12 | 1 |
| Completed | Killing Stalking | AniList | Manhwa | 71 | 8 |
| Completed | Kono Koi ni Mirai wa nai | AniList | Manga | 14 | 2 |
| Completed | Kono Kutsu Shirimasen Ka? | AniList | Manga | 8 | 1 |
| Completed | Land of the Lustrous | AniList | Manga | 108 | 13 |
| Completed | Let's Go Karaoke! | AniList | Manga | 3 | 1 |
| Completed | Lonely Wolf, Lonely Sheep | AniList | Manga | 5 | 1 |
| Completed | Love or Hate | AniList | Manhwa | 106 | 8 |
| Completed | Love Shuttle | AniList | Manhwa | 98 | - |
| Completed | Lychee Light Club | AniList | Manga | 9 | 1 |
| Completed | Maria Boy | AniList | Manga | 7 | 1 |
| Completed | Milk Age | AniList | One Shot | 1 | 1 |
| Completed | Mob Psycho 100 | AniList | Manga | 113 | 16 |
| Completed | Monotone Blue | AniList | Manga | 11 | 1 |
| Completed | Mr. Summer Time | AniList | Manga | 2 | 1 |
| Completed | Mr.Miss | AniList | Manhwa | 58 | - |
| Completed | MW | AniList | Manga | 26 | 3 |
| Completed | My Boy | AniList | Manga | 43 | 9 |
| Completed | My Lesbian Experience With Loneliness | AniList | Manga | 6 | 1 |
| Completed | My Wife is an Alpha | AniList | Manga | 7 | 1 |
| Completed | Nandemo Shite Kureru Doukyuusei | AniList | Manga | 1 | - |
| Completed | Natural Doggy's Diary | AniList | Manga | 18 | 2 |
| Completed | Neo Devilman | AniList | Manga | 19 | 3 |
| Completed | New Devilman | AniList | Manga | 5 | 1 |
| Completed | Nii-chan | AniList | Manga | 7 | 1 |
| Completed | Niku no Ana | AniList | Manga | 6 | 1 |
| Completed | Niku wo Hagu | AniList | One Shot | 1 | 1 |
| Completed | No Longer Human | AniList | Manga | 24 | 3 |
| Completed | Not a Sugar Daddy | AniList | Manhwa | 84 | - |
| Completed | Okite Saisho ni Suru Koto wa | AniList | Manga | 8 | 1 |
| Completed | Omiseban Orusuban | AniList | Manga | 1 | 1 |
| Completed | Our Dining Table | AniList | Manga | 8 | 1 |
| Completed | Our Dreams at Dusk: Shimanami Tasogare | AniList | Manga | 23 | 5 |
| Completed | Pain Princess | MU | One Shot | 35 | 1 |
| Completed | Peace-Hame! | AniList | Manga | 18 | 2 |
| Completed | Period | AniList | Manga | 1 | - |
| Completed | Pierce Hole | AniList | One Shot | 1 | 1 |
| Completed | Pink to Mameshiba | AniList | Manga | 5 | 1 |
| Completed | Pokémon Card ni Natta Wake | AniList | Manga | 38 | 6 |
| Completed | Poor Poor LIPS | AniList | Manga | 75 | 4 |
| Completed | Reborn! | AniList | Manga | 411 | 42 |
| Completed | REQUIEM | nhentai | Manga | 1 | 1 |
| Completed | Romantic Joutou | AniList | Manga | 6 | 1 |
| Completed | Rules | AniList | Manga | 17 | 3 |
| Completed | RustBlaster | AniList | Manga | 6 | 1 |
| Completed | Sadistic Beauty: Side Story A | AniList | Manhwa | 17 | 1 |
| Completed | Sadistic Beauty: Side Story B | AniList | Manhwa | 37 | 2 |
| Completed | Sadistic Beauty | AniList | Manhwa | 117 | - |
| Completed | Sarazanmai: Reo and Mabu | AniList | Manga | 11 | 1 |
| Completed | Sayonara Koibito Mata Kite Tomodachi | AniList | Manga | 8 | 1 |
| Completed | Seaside Stranger: Umibe no Étranger | AniList | Manga | 4 | 1 |
| Completed | Shinjuku Lucky Hole | AniList | Manga | 12 | 2 |
| Completed | Shiranu wa Omae Bakari | AniList | Manga | 6 | 1 |
| Completed | Shounen no Ato | AniList | Manga | 23 | 3 |
| Completed | Shuuden Elegy | AniList | Manga | 5 | 1 |
| Completed | Sick | AniList | Manga | 7 | 1 |
| Completed | Sora and Hara | AniList | Manga | 9 | 1 |
| Completed | Starfighter | Website | Webcomic | 5 | - |
| Completed | Stigma | AniList | Manhwa | 60 | - |
| Completed | Sweet Heart Trigger | AniList | Manga | 20 | 3 |
| Completed | Takkun and Stalker Boy | AniList | Manga | 7 | 1 |
| Completed | Ten Count | AniList | Manga | 48 | 6 |
| Completed | Teppu | AniList | Manga | 35 | 8 |
| Completed | The Bride Was a Boy | AniList | Manga | 9 | 1 |
| Completed | The Flowers of Evil | AniList | Manga | 58 | 11 |
| Completed | The Job of a Service Committee Member | AniList | Manga | 10 | 1 |
| Completed | The Song of Yoru & Asa | AniList | Manga | 8 | 1 |
| Completed | Tokyo Babylon | AniList | Manga | 18 | 7 |
| Completed | Tokyo Revengers | AniList | Manga | 279 | 31 |
| Completed | Tonari no Shibafu | AniList | Manga | 8 | 1 |
| Completed | Tropic of the Sea | AniList | Manga | 7 | 1 |
| Completed | Turn Off the Camera! | AniList | Manhwa | 99 | - |
| Completed | Udagawachou de Mattete yo. | AniList | Manga | 7 | 1 |
| Completed | Vassalord. | AniList | Manga | 36 | 7 |
| Completed | Wandering Son | AniList | Manga | 123 | 15 |
| Completed | X-Gender | AniList | Manga | 34 | 2 |
| Completed | Yaoi Tales: The Little Merman | Archive | Webcomic | - | - |
| Completed | Yata & Momo | AniList | Manga | 20 | 3 |
| Completed | Yoru ni Uro Tsuku | AniList | Manga | 10 | 1 |
| Completed | Yoru wa Tomodachi | AniList | Manga | 6 | 1 |
| Completed | Yunatama | AniList | One Shot | 1 | 1 |
| Completed | Yuukyuu no Kanata | AniList | Manga | 6 | 1 |
| Completed | Yuzumori-san | AniList | Manga | 43 | 5 |
| Completed | Zoro Zoro Doro Doro | AniList | One Shot | 1 | 1 |
| Status | Title | Info | Experience |
|---|---|---|---|
| Ongoing | Death Stranding 2: On The Beach | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Ongoing | No, I'm Not a Human | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Ongoing | Peak | IGDB | Playing |
| Ongoing | Silent Hill f | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Ongoing | The Hundred Line: Last Defense Academy | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Ongoing | Yoshi's Island | IGDB | Playing |
| Completed | A Way Out | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Ace Attorney Investigations: Miles Edgeworth | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Ace Attorney: Justice For All | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Amnesia: The Dark Descent | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Ao Oni | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Apollo Justice: Ace Attorney | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Arctic Eggs | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Baba Is You | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Barnyard | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Beyond Good & Evil | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Beyond: Two Souls | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | BioShock Infinite | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Bloodborne | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Blue Prince | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Brothers: A Tale of Two Sons | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Catherine | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Cave Story | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Cavern of Dreams | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Centum | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Corpse Party: Book of Shadows | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Corpse Party | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Creatures 2: Torture Trouble | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Crusader Kings II | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Danganronpa 2: Goodbye Despair | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Danganronpa V3: Killing Harmony | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Dark Souls II | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Dark Souls III | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Dark Souls | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Deadly Premonition | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Death Stranding | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Demon's Souls | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Detention | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Detroit: Become Human | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Dissidia Final Fantasy | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Don't Starve | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Donkey Kong Country | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | DRAMAtical Murder | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Dream Daddy: A Dad Dating Simulator | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | EarthBound | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Elden Ring | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Enter the Gungeon | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Europa Universalis IV | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Façade | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Fallout 3 | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Fallout: New Vegas | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | False Dream | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Feeding Frenzy | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Final Fantasy IX | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Final Fantasy VII | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Final Fantasy VIII | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Final Fantasy XIII-2 | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Final Fantasy XIII | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Final Fantasy XV | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Final Fantasy: Crystal Chronicles | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Five Nights at Freddy's 2 | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Five Nights at Freddy's | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Getting Over It with Bennett Foddy | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Ghost Trick: Phantom Detective | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Gone Home | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Grunn | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Harvest Moon: A Wonderful Life | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Harvest Moon: Magical Melody | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Hatoful Boyfriend | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Heavy Rain | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Hey You, Pikachu! | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Home Safety Hotline | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Hyper Light Drifter | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Ib | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Ico | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Indigo Prophecy | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Indika | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Inside | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Inside | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Jak 3 | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Kingdom Hearts 3D: Dream Drop Distance | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Kingdom Hearts II | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Kingdom Hearts III | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Kingdom Hearts Re:Chain of Memories | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Kingdom Hearts | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Legacy of Kain: Soul Reaver | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Life is Strange: Before the Storm | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Life is Strange | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Limbo | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | LISA: The Joyful | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | LISA: The Painful | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Little Nightmares | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | LSD: Dream Emulator | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Magical Starsign | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Mario Party 3 | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Meat Boy | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Metal Gear Rising: Revengeance | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Metal Gear Solid 2: Sons of Liberty | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Metal Gear Solid 3 Snake Eater | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Metal Gear Solid V: The Phantom Pain | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Metal Gear Solid | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Metal Gear | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Minecraft | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Miss Clue: Peril In Pemberley! | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Mogeko Castle | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Mother 3 | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Mother | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Mouthwashing | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | NieR: Automata | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Night in the Woods | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Nine Hours, Nine Persons, Nine Doors | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Nintendogs: Best Friends | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Nuclear Throne | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | OFF | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Omori | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Outlast | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | P.T. | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Paper Mario | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Persona 2: Eternal Punishment | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Persona 2: Innocent Sin | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Persona 3 | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Persona 4 | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Persona | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Petz 4 | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney - Dual Destinies | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney - Trials and Tribulations | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Pokémon Channel | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Pokémon Crystal Version | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Pokémon Diamond Version | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Pokémon Emerald Version | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Pokémon FireRed Version | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Pokémon Mystery Dungeon: Red Rescue Team | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Pokémon Snap | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Pokémon White Version 2 | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Pokémon Y | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Pokémon Yellow Version: Special Pikachu Edition | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Rayman | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Rayman | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Resident Evil 7: Biohazard | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Riding Star | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Scaler | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Sekiro: Shadows Die Twice | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Shadow of the Colossus | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Shin Megami Tensei: Devil Survivor | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Shin Megami Tensei: Digital Devil Saga 2 | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Shin Megami Tensei: Digital Devil Saga | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Silent Hill 2 Remake | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Silent Hill 2 | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Silent Hill 3 | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Silent Hill 4: The Room | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Silent Hill: Downpour | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Silent Hill | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | SOMA | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Space Funeral | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Spelunky | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Spyro 2: Ripto's Rage | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Spyro 2: Season of Flame | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Spyro the Dragon | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Spyro: A Hero's Tail | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Spyro: Year of the Dragon | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Stardew Valley | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Steins;Gate 0 | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Still Wakes the Deep | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Super Auto Pets | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Super Mario Land 2: 6 Golden Coins | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Super Mario Sunshine | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Super Smash Bros. Melee | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Sweet Pool | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Tales of Symphonia | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Team Fortress 2 | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Ten Bells | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Terraria | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Terraria | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | The Binding of Isaac: Afterbirth | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | The Binding of Isaac: Rebirth | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | The Binding of Isaac | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | The Cat Lady | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | The Crooked Man | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | The Evil Within 2 | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | The Evil Within | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | The Exit 8 | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | The Gray Garden | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | The Isle Tide Hotel | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | The Last Guardian | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | The Last of Us | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | The Legend of Spyro: A New Beginning | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | The Legend of Spyro: Dawn of the Dragon | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | The Legend of Spyro: The Eternal Night | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | The Legend of Zelda: A Link to the Past | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | The Legend of Zelda: Link's Awakening | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | The Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | The Roottrees Are Dead | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | The Shapeshifting Detective | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | The Sims 2: Pets | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | The Stanley Parable | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | The Walking Dead | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | The Witness | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | The World Ends with You | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | To a T | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Togainu no Chi | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Undertale | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | VA-11 Hall-A: Cyberpunk Bartender Action | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Wadanohara and the Great Blue Sea | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | West of Loathing | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | What the Car? | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Who's Lila? | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Yakuza 0 | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Yume Nikki: Dream Diary | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Yume Nikki | IGDB | Played |
| Completed | Zero Escape: Virtue's Last Reward | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Zero Escape: Zero Time Dilemma | IGDB | Let's Play |
| Completed | Zoo Tycoon | IGDB | Played |
Drawing, painting, sewing, etc.
History, anthropology, philosophy, etc.
Cooking, food reviews, etc.
Pop culture analysis, collecting, let's plays, etc.
Biology, chemistry, paleontology, etc.
Building, hardware, homebrewing, etc.
Here are some platforms that I do and do not recommend based on how sane I think their content policies and site culture are. By sane I mean "doesn't treat fictional smut like the moral or functional equivalent of perpetrating real harm against a living being." If you ask me giving birth on this rock at all should be the first thing in question if we're debating "harmful creation," but I digress.
I have some firsthand experience with many of these services, but I do include some that I have never used before in an effort to make this a more comprehensive resource. These recommendations are made based solely on how welcoming the sites are to more "controversial" artwork, but of course they may still be useful in other ways.
I will quote terms of use or community guidelines if they seem relevant. Note that some of these sites use incorrect terminology (such as CSAM) or misleading phraseology ("content featuring minors") to refer to fictional characters and illustrations, so just keep in mind that these policies are referring to drawings and not real children, or are conflating drawings with real abuse material and grouping them under the same rule. In most cases they are referring to fictional loli/shota/cub artwork, which I will abbreviate as "LSC" going forward.
"Federated" is a term used to describe discrete servers, most often hosted by individuals, which use a shared protocol or bridge to communicate with each other. The Fediverse is a network of software based on open protocols such as ActivityPub.
This page was last updated in October 2025. Some information may be incomplete or outdated.
✔ Recommended
⁇ Some caveats or uncertain
✖ Not recommended
Any service that is moving money is going to be subject to the whims of payment processors that don't want to deal with disputes over adult content. Always tread carefully when using these platforms to sell or accept donations for any kind of sexually explicit art.
Human loli and shota art is banned, while cub art is permitted.
Artconomy is hosted in the state of Texas and is subject to the laws of it and the United States of America. Some examples of content which is illegal here and not covered in the above prohibitions include:
• Visual or written art which appears to depict minors (human or plausibly human characters such as elves, dwarves, merfolk, etc characters whose apparent age is younger than 18) with sexually explicit conduct, or depicted in situations of masochistic or sadistic abuse, even if these are not depictions of real persons.
Sexually explicit art is allowed and they don't seem to ban any themes outright, however considering their vibe that may just be an oversight on their part.
Does Artistree restrict content sold on the platform?
TLDR: if the content is drawn, you're probably fine!
~ FAQ
⁇ subscribestar.adult (18+)
Their terms are vague so it's hard to tell if their "obscene content" policy is referring only to real acts or also includes fictional artwork. I have seen people use this site for more extreme art without issues but I would err on the side of caution anyway.
OBSCENITY, ABUSE, HARM
1. Bestiality, rape, or incest
2. Filthy, or disgusting words or pictures
Sexually explicit art is allowed. They ban loli/shota and bestiality art, but cub is allowed.
1.4 Indecent or illegal content
2. Commishes servers are based in Germany, and abide by Germany law. This includes two major restrictions on content that we enforce:
▸ Questionable or explicit depictions of humans who appear under the age of 18 or are said to be under 18 are not allowed. This does not apply to non-humans. Species such as elves where they are primarily human-looking are considered to be human and this rule does apply to them.
3. While not outlawed explicitly by law, to be on the safe side we don't allow realistic depictions of humans or mainly human-like creatures such as elves being depicted having sex or forcing themselves sexually on a non-sapient non-fictional creature. Stylized pictures or ones not attempting to mimic a realistic style remain allowed.
Sexually explicit art is allowed but they ban most "extreme" themes.
5 Content; Promotions
5.4 Adult Content. You can post Creator Content containing nudity or posts on mature themes ("Adult Content") on the Boosty Platform as long as you and your Content comply with these terms, especially the Code of Conduct and mark your Blog as "Adult" in its setting in order to hide it from minors.
6 Code of Conduct
6.2 Further, BY USING THE BOOSTY PLATFORM, INCLUDING YOU AGREE NOT TO post, upload to, transmit, distribute, store, create or otherwise publish through the BOOSTY Platform or use in relation to BOOSTY Platform any of the following:
6.2.7 Adult Content. Content that creates or contains illustrated, animated or other depictions of bestiality, rape, and child exploitation (i.e., a sexualized depiction of minors), fringe sexual fetish creations, such as incest, necrophilia, or fetish creations that is hard to distinguish from non-consensual sex;
Things that are big no-no's
- Don't post anything that is - (...) obscene, vulgar, pornographic, offensive, profane, contains or depicts nudity, contains or depicts sexual activity, or is otherwise inappropriate as determined by us in our sole discretion.
Sexually explicit art is allowed and they don't seem to ban any themes outright, however considering their vibe that may just be an oversight on their part. The site seems to have been abandoned by the creators and is now overrun with spam, so I would avoid it.
✖ etsy.com
We prohibit items which are not aligned with Etsy's brand and values, or which carry legal or other restrictions. Depictions of the sexualization of minors are prohibited. We also prohibit depictions of bestiality, incest, and non-consensual sex.
Pornography of any sort is prohibited on Etsy, whereas mature content is restricted. Although pornography can be difficult to define, an item generally qualifies as pornography when it contains printed or visual material that explicitly describes or displays sex acts, sex organs, or other erotic behavior for the purpose of sexual arousal or stimulation.
In accordance with the policies of our payment processing partners, including Stripe and PayPal, we do not allow sales of the sexually explicit content.
✖ itch.io
Is adult content allowed?
Fictional, illustrated, and rendered content is generally fine, assuming it's legal. Content glorifying sexual violence is not permitted. Depictions of minors, minor-presenting, or suggested minors in a sexual context are not allowed and will result in account suspension.
Strictly Prohibited Content or Uses of Ko-fi
Ko-fi pages and content must not be used in connection with any of the following:
• Child sexual abuse material (CSAM), including fictitious variants (e.g. loli/shota content, AI-generated content) and content that whatsoever sexualises children (...)
• Violent or excessively gory content or content that glorifies violence in any way.
Strictly Prohibited Adult Content
Ko-fi cannot be used as the venue for sexually explicit or adult-themed content or services. This includes, but is not limited to:
• Pornography, nudity, depictions of rape and other forms of sexual assault (e.g. non-consensual groping, upskirting), incest, bestiality and any other adult or obscene content of a similar nature including implied, suggested or censored across all content categories (e.g. illustrative, videos, literature, audio, etc.)
• Fetish and paraphilia content of any kind including "Findom" (financial domination) themes.
• Overly sexually suggestive content including imagery of non-nude people/animals/characters in provocative positions or scenarios.
Liberapay is hosted in the European Union where fictional artwork is criminalized. They also recommend not using the platform for sexually explicit content whatsoever.
Can creators of NSFW content use Liberapay?
The payment processors Liberapay supports have unfavourable policies towards sexual content. PayPal requires pre-approval, and Stripe prohibits it entirely. So, while it is possible to use Liberapay for some adult-only content, it is usually better to use a platform specialized in such content.
Offensive and graphic creations:
We understand that artists sometimes have to push boundaries to create thought-provoking art, so we don't review offensive and graphic creations with strict black and white guidelines. We instead review creations in the context of the whole creator page. However, we have zero tolerance when it comes to the glorification of sexual violence which includes bestiality, rape, and child exploitation (i.e., sexualized depiction of minors). This is true for illustrated, animated, or any other type of creations. Patreon reserves the right to review and remove accounts that may violate this guideline. We also do not allow other fringe sexual fetish creations, such as incest, necrophilia, or fetish creations that are hard to distinguish from non-consensual sex. We understand that some topics on this list such as incest or rape are a little bit more complicated because these situations are, unfortunately, part of real life. As a result, when reviewing these types of creations, the Trust and Safety team will take into consideration context including personal, historical or educational narrative. For example, survivor stories or fiction such as Lolita are allowed on Patreon.
✖ vgen.co
You may not transmit any Content that is unlawful, offensive, upsetting, intended to disgust, threatening, libelous, defamatory, obscene or otherwise objectionable. Examples of such objectionable Content include, but are not limited to, the following:
• Obscene, vulgar, tortious, pornographic, offensive, profane, contains or depicts nudity, contains or depicts sexual activity.
• Any depiction, discussion, or promotion of child sexuality, abuse, or exploitation.
• "Lolicon" style artworks, Commissions, or artistic products of that nature.
✖ ych.art
Cub & "Loli" artwork
For legal reasons, the site does not allow any suggestive, explicit, or shock artwork labeled as 'cub', 'young', or 'loli'. Implying as such in any similar words through the description, image, or title is not allowed and will result in the auction being removed. Admins will use better judgement based on the artist's past works to make a decision to allow a given auction.
~ Rules
Web hosting services.
Paid web hosting. They claim to follow the "law of the land," so if LSC is legal in your country then they will host it.
1,1 - Frantech does its best to take a Law of the Land stance when it comes to content hosted on its services. Content must abide by the laws of the country the services is hosted within, as well as not break any other points documented in these Terms of Service or our Acceptable Usage Policy.
Paid web hosting. All themes in fiction are allowed.
Hostwinds does permit the hosting of adult-oriented content. However, you must follow strict guidelines to use any of our services:
• You MUST be over 18 years of age.
• Any material that is illegal in the United States is NOT ALLOWED on Hostwinds platforms.
Free static web hosting. All themes in fiction are allowed.
Offensive Material
You understand that information available to you through Neocities may include materials that are unedited, sexually explicit or offensive to you and that your access to such materials is at your own risk. Neocities and its affiliates hereby disclaim any responsibility for or control over such materials.
Free hosting for hobbyist and personal websites. The rules state that content should not violate the laws of the Netherlands and the United States, neither of which criminalize fictional artwork, so it may be a viable platform?
~ ???
These are both web and app hosting services that can deploy your website from a git repository. From what I can tell they don't ban any type of artwork outright, however if you plan on deploying from GitHub or GitLab keep in mind that the content of the repository would still have to abide by the AUP of those sites. It is possible to forego using an external repository altogether though since Netlify has an interface for manually uploading files and Vercel provides an alternative command-line interface to deploy from.
✖ carrd.co
Simple drag-and-drop website builder. Explicit artwork is allowed but they prohibit depictions of any kind of "illegal activity."
Adult Content
Carrd generally does not permit pornographic content. However, adult-oriented artwork is permitted so long as a) the site to which the artwork is being posted belongs to its artist/creator (for example, as part of a portfolio), and b) the artwork does not depict activity considered to be illegal.
GitHub doesn't allow any kind of sexually explicit content, however I do still find it useful for hosting things like ZIP files that you otherwise can't host on Neocities without paying.
We do not allow sexually themed or suggestive content that serves little or no purpose other than to solicit an erotic or shocking response, particularly where that content is amplified by its placement in profiles or other social contexts. This includes:
• Pornographic content
• Non-consensual intimate imagery
• Graphic depictions of sexual acts including photographs, video, animation, drawings, computer-generated images, or text-based content
Free homepage host. Explicit content is banned.
Don't
• Not Safe For Work (NSFW) content
Paid web hosting. No themes in fiction are banned, but they do require that you put content warnings on "taboo or graphic content." They are not recommended due to poor customer service and ongoing financial difficulties.
Taboo and graphic content
The following categories of content may only be uploaded if they are tagged appropriately with a content warning that is visible to the user before the content is displayed.
As for NSFW content, we allow it as long as it abides by the following rules:
• No "lolicon", "shotacon" or any sexual content regarding minors (drawn or not).
• No beastiality content (drawn or not).
• No pornographic content depicting sexual violence or abuse (drawn or not).
Simple drag-and-drop website builder. Hosted in the United Kingdom where fictional artwork is criminalized.
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File storage and hosting services.
The Internet Archive will host images, audio, and video for personal use. They don't ban anything fictional so it's a good option if you just need to archive your work.
Because the content of the Collections comes from around the world and from many different sectors, the Collections may contain information that might be deemed offensive, disturbing, pornographic, (...) or otherwise objectionable.
Simple Markdown pastebin. Useful if you need to host some plain text or code in a pinch.
Don't spam, don't abuse, don't break the law. That's pretty much it.
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Nominally "lets you upload any type of file to link elsewhere, forever for free." They have no TOS or AUP from what I can see, so use at your own discretion.
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6. USER GENERATED CONTRIBUTIONS
Your Contributions are not obscene, lewd, lascivious, filthy, violent, harassing, libelous, slanderous, or otherwise objectionable (as determined by us).
No nudity or sexually explicit content.
Imgur welcomes a diverse audience. We don't want to create a bad experience for someone that might stumble across explicit images, nor is it in our company ethos to support explicit content, so some lascivious or sexualized posts are not allowed. This may include content containing:
• any depiction of sexual activity, explicit or implied (drawings, print, animated, human, or otherwise)
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✖ mega.io
MEGA's servers are hosted in New Zealand, Canada, and Europe, all of which criminalize fictional artwork.
They ban any images that "might be illegal in the EU," which would include fictional artwork.
What cannot be uploaded to Postimage.org servers:
- Any images that might be illegal in the USA or EU.
If you are not sure whether the image you want to upload is allowed then do not upload that image. Uploaded images are checked by staff and images that violate terms will be removed without prior warning. This may also get you banned from our website.
Squidge's domain is registered in Canada where fictional artwork is criminalized.
• "lolita" or "shotacon" which depicts those under 18 in sexually explicit or sexual situations, is not allowed.
• Anything, including drawings and anime, that depicts humans under 18 years of age in sexually explicit or sexual situations is not allowed. Period.
• Anything, including drawings and anime, that depicts child or child-like non-humans in sexually explicit or sexual situations is not allowed. Period.
We're all aware that the corporate web is bloated with ads and trackers, padded with more pointless hero images than content, and manipulating users with deceptive design patterns. But it seems to me that even the "small web" struggles with people getting so deep in the weeds with aesthetics and manifestos that they lose sight of the "why" of websites.
Of course with every social media platform going up in flames it's becoming obvious that the entire web probably shouldn't be concentrated in the hands just of a few comically evil mega-corporations, but it's still a good idea to consider some use cases for a personal website before you decide to commit to one. Do you want to write more longform articles? Showcase your art? Host some useful resource you made? The most barebones web page can serve all of these things without so much as a touch of CSS!
Neocities is full of artistic eye candy and shiny GIF walls, but having the most beautiful set dressing isn't necessary if you have something you really want or need to share. Substance can precede style in this case. There's no shame in using a template, or even leaving the page mostly unstyled until you can figure out a direction to take it in. It's fine to start small and grow over time, or keep things as simple and easy to maintain as possible so you're more likely to stick with it.
I won't go full tutorial mode here since there are already hundreds of resources online that do that better than I ever could. Instead I'll just assume you already know the basics or even have your own site published already, and list out some things that I found helpful to know when I was still a complete noob.
Neocities' built in excuse for a code editor has a habit of refusing to save changes, and also lags horribly once you start working with larger files. Something like Notepad++ can get the job done, but I do recommend trying out VS Code (or VSCodium if you hate Microsoft) if you can. It may seem overly complex or intimidating at first glance, but it really isn't hard to learn and can save you so much headache in the long run.
VS Code Extensions
Always have a local copy of your code on hand. No service can be trusted not to lose all of your data in a freak accident or suddenly change their mind about what they're willing to host. Ideally you should do all editing locally first and then push your edits.
If you ever want to restructure your layout or make any other major changes to your site, copy everything to a backup folder first and rename the folder after the current date. That way you'll still have your old code on hand if you ever want to reuse it or reminisce on old layouts.
Indentiation and breaking long elements onto new lines helps tremendously with readability. VS Code will auto-format some things as you work so you don't have to worry about manually formatting everything. If you already have some spaghetti code that you want to clean up you can press Shift+Alt+F to format an entire document, or you can highlight specific sections to format.
You can open the command palette in VS Code by pressing F1 or Ctrl+Shift+P. If you search for "Preferences: Open Keyboard Shortcuts" you can see a list of all shortcuts and change them. Some I find particularly useful are "Sort Lines Ascending" to sort lists alphabetically, "Delete Duplicate Lines" to remove duplicates from lists, Shift+Alt+Up/Down to copy a line up or down, and Ctrl+D to select the next occurance of any text you have selected.
Emmet is a feature of VS Code that lets you use short abbreviations to quickly type longer lines of code. For example, you can create a link by typing just the letter "a" and hitting enter. You can also access some Emmet functions via the command palette, such as "Emmet: Wrap with Abbreviation" to wrap selected text with a tag.
You can access the dev tools in Firefox by pressing F12, or Ctrl+Shift+C to inspect individual elements by hovering over them. This is really useful for troubleshooting issues with your layout, or for analyzing how other sites are structured. You can also test the responsiveness of a page by pressing Ctrl+Shift+M, or use the built in eyedropper by going to the application menu > More tools > Eyedropper.
Tables and floats were used to hack together layouts before there was any proper functionality for it built into CSS. Flexbox and grid now exist for the express purpose of making layouts, and they aren't hard to use. You can of course still use floats for their intended purpose of wrapping text around an image, and tables for... tables, though.
If you run into the issue of floated images breaking outside of their container, create a class such as .clear in your CSS with the property clear:both; and then add <div class="clear"></div> after the last line inside of the container code.
This may seem obvious, but even in 2020 I was using <center> to align text and <br><br> to space paragraphs because I just didn't know any better. A lot of popular tutorials and templates used methods that are now deprecated, so beginners who follow them end up adopting bad practices without even realizing it.
Instead of <center> you should be using text-align:center; in your stylesheet or style attributes. If you need vertical padding between paragraphs, wrap them with <p> tags and only use <br> in cases where you need to break text onto a new line. If you want some text to be all caps for stylistic effect, use text-transform:uppercase; rather than actually typing it out in all caps, since that can cause issues for screen readers or make styling harder later on down the line.
You can squeak by if you don't know the exact difference between ID, class, and type selectors, but considering they are the building blocks of CSS it helps to have at least some basic understanding of how they work. Specificity determines how your CSS is applied based on the type and order of your selectors, so if you're running into issues with uncooperative styling they may be the root cause.
Variables let you easily change the color or unit of several different elements at once.
Try to use more efficient formats like SVG or WebP instead of PNG or GIF for non-essential graphics. Even icon fonts can be substituted with SVGs. You can use Convertio or vectormaker to convert files to different formats, and compress or re-size files using services like Squoosh for images, SVGOMG for SVGs, or 8mbvideo for videos.
Images aren't responsive by default, but this is easily fixed by adding max-width:100%; and height:auto; to the img selector in your CSS.
You can also add the loading="lazy" attribute to images to make them only load in when necessary (ie. when they actually appear on-screen) rather than all at once when the page is initially loaded. If you have lazy-loading images displayed inline with text or other elements you should set the height and width of each image individually as well, otherwise they will push the content of the page around (reflow) as they load in. You can quickly set the exact dimensions of an image in VS Code by placing your cursor inside of the image tag, pressing Ctrl+Shift+P and entering "Emmet: Update Image Size."
The scrollbar popping in and pushing the page around while navigating can be very visually annoying on some layouts. Adding scrollbar-gutter:stable; to your container CSS is an easy fix for this. You could also use overflow-y:scroll; instead, however this will make it so the scrollbar is always visible even on pages where it isn't needed.
If you have a lot of outbound links on your site you can use a service like Dead Link Checker or Dr. Link Check to see if any of them are broken. If you notice any sites that have completely disappeared you can try searching for snapshots of them on the Wayback Machine to replace the original links.
It's only natural that you won't know how to do everything. The most important thing is that you start somewhere. Use premade layouts, Google fonts, or free stock images. If you can think of something you want to accomplish a CodePen or StackOverflow answer with the solution is probably only a few searches away. Just remember to be courteous and try to credit people for their work if you do use premade templates or assets.
